Unravel The Mysteries Of Life; We All Evoled From Simplicity

Blurgh

2009-11-17T22:28:00.004+08:00

Yes, it is.
Confirmed.
Very confirm.
Very very.
Plus chop.
Many chop.

Its breaking.
Can hear?
Cannot then read the post below.
Dammit.

I now realise it.
Its too late.
But its better than never.

WhAt is the commotion all about?
Ok go!

FUCK IT MAN!

I realise it now.
That you made use of me.
To fill up your boredom.
I am stupid enough to agree almost each time to meet up.
Even if it is last minute.
Its it STUPID of me?
STUPID!

I agreed coz I liked you alot.
But I think I was just having hopes on you.
I think of you constantly.
Wondering what are you doing.
Are you ok?
Do you know that?
Real shit.

Now.
I don't know what to do.

Hey,
You made me into one of your countless victims, boy.
You told me you always end up hurting girl coz you gave them hope without realising it.
I can't believe I am just another one of them.
Utterly urgh.

Now I know my answers.
I don't have to bother asking you.
Its all given, clearly.

To why you didn't sms me.
To why you stopped wanting to meet me.
To why you stopped saying you missed me.
To why you don't reply to my messages.

Coz you've found another to occupy yourself with.
Have fun with your new hobby boy.
You're just like the others.

My throat hurts.
Its hard to swallow.

Nurul,
You took the risk in love.
There is no insurance for it.
And now you gotta pay for the damage done.
Have fun doing it eh.

Sighs,
GOOD NIGHT WORLD!!

Into A Million Pieces

2009-11-14T00:37:00.005+08:00

Title is interesting, ayy?
Yes I went missing again, I know.
Pardon me people.
I have been super-d-duper busy.
No time for story-telling.
REALLY!

Then why am I here?
I am kindda caught up with sumthink actually.
But I will hold it.
Because I need to pour.
Yes pour out things here.
I told Bestie about it already.
She did comfort me.
Thanks alot dear.
But I just wanna share.
No harm right?

So here goes.
Its not a happy thing to tell.
Usually I share happy moments.
Not today.
Add up with this gloomy night, It helps alot.
My heart is aching.
Aching so bad people.

Why?
Because of that special someone.
My heart aches alot coz of you.
Who?
That special someone that has a special place in my fragile heart.
Yes you.
You don't know it, now you know.
But you will not even realise it.
Yes, you might know, but you pretend not to know.
Always, forever.

I'm not saying who.
You'll know it if its you.
Perhaps not, I don't know.
I've been having thing achy shit a few times now.
I know you didn't do it on purpose.
Coz you even don't know it in the first place.
But is it my fault?
I've been giving you tons of hints.
Tons of care and concern.
Can't you see, can't you feel?
Are you blind?
Or you just pretend you don't know?

Till today, I don't know you well.
Its been a year and a week I've known you.
Do you know?
I bet you don't even realise it.
You're such a mysterious fella.
Secretive.
I hate it.
I hate it.
I HATE IT.

But because of that, I begin to wanna know you more.
Did you even give me a chance?
I don't know.
I don't think so.
Each time I look into those eyes, I don't know what are they saying.
I don't know!
Its so hard, I hate it.
But I never give up.

The first time I saw your picture.
I never was interested in you.
Its the truth.

But when you wanted to be my friend, things changed.
The phase was fast.
Those late night msn-ing.
Till you slept in front of the com.
I remembered.

The special name you called me.
The special conversations you had with me.
I remembered.

The first time you met me,
I was still attached.
I know.
You were worried.
You didn't wanna spoil others' r/s.
You didn't wanna take away someone's love.
Those were your exact words.
I remembered.

The first time I saw your face,
I was nervous.
You asked me were my lips my real lips.
It was funny of you to ask that question.
You didn't know where to go.
I remembered.

Did you remember,
you just drove pass that zebra crossing when there's a man wanting to cross it?
Did you remember that we talked at the hawker centre till we forgot about our food?
Did you remember that you always asked if what you did going out with me is ok?
Did you remember that you said the way I ate was really sopan?
Did you remember that you said if you eat lime, your body odor will go away?
I remembered.

You sent me home after that.
You drove back really slow, taking detours.
It was as if you didn't wanna leave.
How sweet.

Then the same night, you asked me out again.
That never happend to me ever.
I just wore my beanie to meet you.
We went to the beach carpark, Changi.
It was raining and I was scared to see the lighting.
You kept looking at me, not saying anything.
We talked about relationships and stuffs.

I love the moment.
I love the conversations.

When you sent me home.
You left me a message.
You said I was beautiful in the morning,
And I was cute in the night.
That left a smile till I woke up the next day.
I remembered.

More meet-ups.
More last minute night meet-ups.
More after school meet-ups.
More normal bustop meet-ups.

Then came a day, we had that talk.
That heart to heart talk.
Things that involve our hearts.
I told you everything, it made you have tears.
You sent me till me house level.
Did you remember?
I did for sure.

Then we grew closer.
Its I don't know.
I got confuse.
I got carried away.
I developed feelings for you.
I got excited each time you asked me out.
I was happy to see that eyes of yours.
Each time you sms-ed me, my heart jumps.
You were one of the early people who wished me on my 21st.
I was happy.
You even said that how can you even forget your one and only "special name".
I remembered.
Now you know.

That one and only phone conversation we had.
We talked for hours.
We talked about sweet nothings.
You love it when I replied to you when you called me by my special name.
Its just sweet.

That movie outing.
Remember?
After that we had that talk that made me cry?
You comforted me.
I remembered.
On the way home, you held my hands.
You didn't let go, even while driving!
You told me you had sweaty palms when you're nervous.
Bloddy hell, you were.

Time to time.
I wanted to ask you many things.
Time to time.
I dropped you hints.
Time to time.
But the time never comes.
Will it ever come?
I doubt so now.

Because, you're attached.
I guess so.
I feel so.
I see the change in you.
Its been months since we met.
Its been weeks since you drop me a message.
It has always been me.
Since then, I suspected somthing was not right.
Now I know why.

What now?
I am sad.
Really.
But is it my fault, no.
Is it yours, no.
Its just the moment.
Its just that a chance is not given.
Its just that I don't know.

Now,
I wanna tell you.
I have been having feelings for you.
Dammit.
Yes I do.
Its not just a bloody crush.
Its more than that for sure.
Even tough I never knew you well,
I can't stop the power of the heart.
You can't stop me either.

I remember this saying,
You don't have to own that person in order to be with that person.
Now it is happening to me.
Dammit.
This is really sad.
I bet you don't even know.

Is is wrong to have hopes?
Or am I just being to hopeful?
Or have you been leading me on?
I don't know.
I am confuse.

I wanted to ask you do many things.
But now its kindda late I guess.
Shit happens.

So what now?
I don't know.
You won't even care I guess.
Coz you don't even know.
You're attached anyway.
I don't wanna disturb you ever.
I am so sad.
Dammit.
Its not your fault.
It is mine.

I hope that one day.
Just one day.
I can just meet you, to tell you everything.
To tell you what's in my heart.
To pour it out.
To confess.

I don't care what you will do.
What will you say.
So long my conscience is clear.
I will be ok.

I miss you,
BURGER.

The egg has spoken people.

Oh Well,
GOOD NIGHT WORLD.

21

2009-10-01T23:25:00.004+08:00

HEY HEY HEY!

yooohaaaaaa people!
after 2 whole months gone,
I'm back again.
Pray hard I won't go on a holiday again ok?

First up,
EID MUBARAK!
to all the muslims out there
who might come across my page here.

Raya tu raya lah eh,
Tapi jangan la over ok?
Fikir-fikirkan lah ye.
Anyway, you know some people eh.
Some la, I never say who ok.
But some only ok.
Never fast, not even a day during Ramadhan.
BUT!
They celebrate Syawal, one whole month.
Tak sedar diri betol eh?
Like what the hell man.
What you guys are not ashamed isit?

Even kids as young as 4,
has started their fasting.
I am so proud of my cousins who had their first fast this year.
" Mira puasa separuh hari je. Cannot tahan lah Aunty Nurul. I want milk!"
Isn't that cute?
Its the effort people, EFFORT!!
E-F-F-O-R-T!

I won't be long here today actually.
Just gambled my way here coz you know right,
Blogger is tak betol sometimes?
So luck is with me today.

So many things to do.
So little time to handle.
So many plans to carry out.
So many stories to share.

Firsts up,
I'm leaving the 20 years of my life soon.
Goodbye 20.
Hello 21.
I haven't turn 21 and yet I'm freaking out!
Its about everything about 21 you know.
The year where I typically turn adult.
Be it ready or not.
The responsibility.
The hard work.
The MONEY.
I'm the eldest summore.
Frankly speaking, I am so not ready.
Can I just stay 20 till forever?
That'll be great kan?
But who you kidding man.
Time waits for no one, no animal, nothing!
So I am awake, in this real world,
HAVING TO SUCK IT UP!

Secondly,
the preparation of my 21st birthday celebration.
Baba decides to make one.
A LAST MINUTE one!
Bagos tau bagos.
Sape yang stress, AKU!
Its supposed to be somthing I look foward to.
But nope, I don't.
Why?

Because, I gotta do the invitation.
Because, I gotta come out with the RSVP list.
Because, some people don't co-operate.
Because, my mum is somehow I dono how.
Because, I gotta think of what to wear.
Because I gotta think about the cake.
See eh, I'm planning everything for my birthday.
Bagus eh bagus.

Don't pity me.
Coz pity doesn't bring anything.
I'm not being arrogant or egoistic.
But isn't that the truth.
The truth always hurt.
Hurt BIG TIME.

Somehow, someway.
I so am not in the mood.
Its somthing I'm supposed to be excited and happy about.
I see my friends, if they had their 21st,
I realised that they don't handle anything.
Its all handled by others.
They're stress free.
NOT FAIR!

Don't wanna talk about it anymore.
So shush.

Third up,
I am comtemplating.
Real hard.
Contemplate.
If I should open up a youtube channel.
I've been hooked to many channels these few months.
Make-up and hijab channels particularly.
So much so that, I am much much interested to making my own channel.
How bout that people?
Apple Eggie's Channel.
Featuring: Hijab Styles, Hijap Tips, Make-Up tutorials & Tips.
I need time to think about it.
Coz I'm gonna need to sacrifice some of my time to dedicate to the channel.

Ok I'm done for today.
Make up lesson is canceled tomorrow.
My students can't make it for the 3rd time.
Bingit is the word.
But cannot be angry.
How eh?

Oh Well,
GOOD NIGHT WORLD!!!

Boomdiyadah!

2009-08-01T22:36:00.000+08:00

Korang tengok lah.
TENGOK!

Bila aku nak blog,
blog perangai.
Macam mana ni?

Nak story bermacam-macam.
Tapi tak boleh nak upload gambar.
Merepek to the meraban!!!!!
haish.

Tengok lah my typical good night font and color also cannot change.
The whole stupid toolbar is missing!
Mak die punya laki lah!

WARGH,
GOOD NIGHT WORLD!

You Are Not Alone

2009-07-08T21:23:00.005+08:00

Ok last week was kindda slacky for me.
I did practically nothing.
Lazing around was what I basically did.
I wanted to blog but then.
But then the stupid blogger cannot upload pictures!

Now that I can upload pictures.
But not through Firefox.
I uploaded the pictures through Internet Explorer.
Then I save under draft.
Then I go to Firefox to type this entry.
Long way eh?
Better than nothing kan?

Today's story is nothing much.
Really.
Its just simple.
Very simple.
Not much to tell.
Its just one topic.
A topic that the whole wide world knows.
A topic that is on every human beings' lips.
Ring a bell right?
I'm sure the bell is ringing.

None other than
MICHAEL JOSEPH JACKSON

Who doesn't know him?
I'm sure the whole world know him.
Even my old late grandfather knows him.
What more can you say?

25th June 2009.
Its not just a normal day.
Its not just a normal Thursday.
The whole world is shock with the newsflash.
News that the Legendary King Of Pop
has passed on.

I was in a total shock.
I was like really or not arh?
He is still young.
What 50 years is considered a young age to die at ok.
News was spread all over the world FAST.
Yes very fast!

My first reaction was.
HE WAS AN ISLAM RIGHT?
Yes you people, he is.
He is my fellow cousin in religion.
Michael Jackson is an Islam.
He has converted to Islam more than a year ago.
Thank God.
Thank God.
Thank God.

I wasn't devastated.
Really.
I was just upset.
Very much upset.
I wasn't a big fan of his.
Yes I admit.

BUT I LOVE HIS MUSIC ALOT

I kept on asking is it true?
Well of course lah its true right.
The news is all over what.
That's normal for anyone who likes him what.

He's not my idol.
I never made him my inspiration.
I never followed his dance moves.
I never copied the way he dresses.

BUT
I admire the way he dance.
I admire the way he dresses.
I admire the way he bonded people.
Its just through his songs.
That's the magic in him.
That's why I love him.

Countless people imitated his way.
Be it dressing, singing or dance moves.

BUT
No one can duplicate him.
NO ONE.
Agreed?

There's just something in him.
Just something.
The something that makes him a phenomenon.
He made people cry, just by singing.
When he's having concerts people can even faint.
What so great in him?
Ask yourself that.

Now that he's dead, millions cry for him.
Why?
Because the man that live for music is gone.
Yes gone forever.
I can feel his passion each time he performed.
His passion for music.
His music that has a million little meanings in it.
That is why he is liked by all.

Till now, he still holds the world record.
The record being the artist with the most number of records sold.
Till date, no other artist has beat him.
And I believe no one will.

Also, he holds another record.
A record that made me so proud of him.
I'm sure many more people do too.
The record of the artist with the most contribution to charity organizations.
Isn't that being helpful?
He has millions of dollars.
And his millions is shared with people in need.
Such a humanitarian.
BEAT IT BEBEH.

Every good thing has gotta come to an end.
Now that he's gone.
He has gone for good.
He suffered too much pain & agony.
Pain from lots of injury.
His life is all about painkillers.
Ain't that a pity?

He's gone.
But his music will still live on.
His songs that is sung by many.

Still remember when I was little.
My uncle has his CD.
Each time my uncle is at home.
I will always ask him to play his music.

"Pakbusu, Nurul nak beat it! Abeh yang black white tuh pon!"

Those two were my childhood favourites.
I even asked why he turned from black to white.
My Uncle said he used lots of powder and glue to make him white.

When I grew up, I listen randomly to his songs.
From his first album, right to the recent ones.
If you people realise,
His songs are more and more towards bonding people.
More of GAIA and human songs.
Songs of saving the Earth and bonding humans.

Name it:
Earth song
Heal the World
Black or White
They Don't Care About Us
Why

All of them has deep meaning.
Meaning that can make me move to tears.
Really.

Your music bridged races, colors and ages.
You bonded humans.
You make us see things, things that are in front of us.
The front that are too near to be realised.
You spread the love to everyone.
You passed the message so that we see the truth.
But no one knows your truth.
I believe you're a good man, MJ.

Loving, caring & helpful lives in you.
You made me realise that love doesn't have to be shared only for one person.
It can be shared with everyone.
Your love is felt by many people.
Your passion.

When I watched the memorial on TV just now.
I can't help but to cry along with the million others.
Its just so heart breaking.
I can see the love.
I can feel the love.

When your family cried, when your daughter cried,
It just make me realise,
How important family is.
How important to treasure your family.
How important it is to love them.
How do I feel when my love ones pass away eh?
How would I react?

Gone too soon.
Never has one soared so high & yet dived so low.
My heart goes to you, MJ.
Rest assured, your pains & sorrows on Earth is all gone.
May your soul rest in peace.
Al-Fatihah to you.

Someone that's not blood related to you,
when they leave forever,
leaves a big impact to you.
Coz they touch you heart.
What more your blood.

How much I miss Nadalia,
Only GOD knows.

Sighs,
GOOD NIGHT WORLD...

Hee Hooh Hee Hooh!!

2009-06-30T23:17:00.002+08:00

Blogger is down again.
STUPID!!
Now the issue is that
When I uploaded the pictures,
The blogger say its successfully uploaded.
But then kan, at the posting window itself
THERE IS NO BLOODY PICTURES!

I've been missing for almost a week.
Don't blame me.
Blame the INTERNET!
The modem has been down since 5 days ago.
DAMMIT!
The Internet button simply just
Don't wanna light up!
Stupid kan?
Stupid lah!

I tell you,
No Internet is so ARGH!
It feels like ARGH!
Serious!
Cannot check the emails.
Cannot surf Facebook.
Cannot Blog!!

But on the brighter side of it
I spent more time resting.
Since I had the fever, I had some other sickness.
Migraine followed by flu.
Body antibodies are getting weak.
I gotta drink VITAGEN! haha

So what I did every other weeknights?
I watched downloaded movies!
I took them from Bestie a few weeks ago.
Lemme recall what I watched.

First was I Now Pronounce You Chuck & Larry.
Second was My Mother's New Boyfriend.
Third was Ah Long Pte Ltd.
Fourth was Inkheart.
Fifth was Ghost Of Past Girlfriends.
And tonight will be Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants.
These movies accompanied my boring nights.
Thanks to Darling Serra.

Last Saturday, I went over to Serra's place.
She had a small gathering, a small prayer.
Its for wishing her well for her journey through Monash.
Food there was nice, especially the Nagasari Spongecake.
Don't ask me how does it look like, I gave it a name
On my own accord!
I have no idea what kueh it was!
But what I know its super nice!

Lucky I was already ok on Saturday.
If not I won't be able to make it then.
That was the last time I'm gonna see her before she leaves for KL.
Well, I think now she is reaching KL already.
She left home at about 5pm just now.
ITS AN END OF AN ERA!!

The last picture of us together.
A week before she leaves for KL.
But this won't be the last picture of us.
Promise.

I love this picture alot.
Its just simply perfect.
Kan kan kan?

I miss her already.
No more live whining from her.
Who do I turn to when I want to cry?
Haish!

Well I know she's still gonna be there for me.
When ever I need her.
Likewise aight babe?
Sayang kau Bopeep!

Why Bopeep?
Bacause she looks like one
Each time she wears the big big hat.
Cute kan kan?
Cute lah!

&&
You people know Bo Peep kan?
If don't know go Google about it lah!
Its the lady who takes care of the sheeps lah!
There's one Bo Peep in Toy Story.
Ala the one the Woody Girlfriend lah!
Ring a bell now?
Ting ting ting!!
Yes good!

I lost a great grandaunt last Sunday night.
Prayers for her.
May she rest in peace.
She's a great lady.
Friendly & helpful.
Always smiling.
She's Nani's listener.
She often came over to Nani's place to visit her.
The least twice a week when she was still healthy.
We sure will miss her.
But she's better up there.
Its the ending of her suffering.
She has been bed-ridden for more than a year.
You're free now Nek Sah.

Again.
Rest In Peace Nek Sah.
May Allah forgive all your sins.
May Allah lighten your burden.
You're a great person thats for sure.
Amin.

Ok now I want to go to bed!
Oh by the way,
The two pictures that is in this entry is pre-posted already.
That's why.
&& Anata No Koto Wo Kangaeteiru Bunga Pandan.

Oh Well,
GOOD NIGHT WORLD!!!

Swine Swine Swine

2009-06-24T20:56:00.002+08:00

You know after the sorethoat & flu.
Now I get what?
I get FEVER!

Last night I got terrible headache.
Thought that its a normal headache that can be ok the next day.
Guess I was wrong!
The next morning, I wake up shivering like hell.
Then the place where I slept, is so warm.
I checked my temperature, guess how much?
39.1 Degree lah beb!
Can slow boil egg la eh!

Well I've been like an astronaut the whole day.
Feeling as if I am floating while walking.
I'm sure some feel that way when they have high fever, right?
Been lazing around in bed the whole morning & afternoon.
I feel slightly better now though.

People asked me to visit the doctor.
I don't want to.
Why?
With my temperature that high, I'm sure they will wanna
Quarantine me!
Suspect swine flu when I didn't even leave the house?
That's plain ridiculous kan kan?
Ok la I have got the symtoms but its ridiculous!

Its not the I don't wanna be a responsible citizen.
But but, aiyah I don't know how to explain lah!
Ok by tomorrow if I'm not any better, I'll go to the doctors.
Fair enough right?
I feel slightly better now.
My temperature has gone down to 38.4Degree.
Better right?
So tomorrow confirm ok one lah!

&& yes wonder why there's not picture eh?
The stupid blogger has done it again!
The browse button when I click, nothing happened!!
So understand understood ok?

Ok now I'm tired.
Really.
I'm gonna turn in early tonight.
Not feeling well mah.
&& about the third surprise right,
I'm gonna story about it as soon as the stupid browser is up again.
Ok?

Oh Well,
GOOD NIGHT WORLD!!!

Sniff Sniff Warghhh

2009-06-23T21:38:00.005+08:00

ROAR ROAR ROAR!

*coughs && clears throat*

I AM HAVING A BAD SORE THROAT!
VERY BAD SORE THROAT!

Sakit tau!
Pain lah!
Its so pain.
I cannot swallow my own throat.
Its so hard!
Its so pain!

&&
I AM HAVING FLU
But my flu kan,
is on one nose only!!!
YES ONE NOSE ONLY!
Its on the left side.
The water thingy cannot come out.
I blow & blow & blow.
Still cannot go out!
So clogged!
So sumbat!

ROAR!!!

Mister Surfer Dude

2009-06-18T22:38:00.004+08:00

WARGH!

See that face?
SEE??
Yes that's how I look now!
That's how I feel now!

Ok that's it I need to let it out!
I cannot continue with the 3rd surprise.
I am just not in the bloody mood dammit.
Just bloody dammit.
Don't ask me why.

Ask me bloody hormones.
Why you people are not behaving this month!
Damn mister surfer!
Your waves are likely coming high this time round!
DAMMIT!

Wah I tell you people,
I body has started to ache
Not telling where.
Girls should know la eh.
This is my bloody first time having the pains!
If not I NEVER have the pain!!!
DAMMIT!

Its not helping either that
Some people just don't understand that
Mister Surfer is coming to surf soon.
Is it that hard to understand?
Is it?!
DAMMIT!

Mister Surfer comes monthly.
Is it that hard to understand?
I always inform people when he's coming.
Isn't that nice of me?
I GIVE WARNING OK!
Not like some other girls.
Isn't that nice?
Isn't it?
DAMMIT!

Its not helping too that the pain that
Is at my abdomen area is coming back.
Wah Liau!
Now my back is aching already!
This is the worst PMS ever!
I'M SO BLOODY MOODY!
THE SWING IS HERE PEOPLE!!!

Yes be afraid!
BE VERY AFRAID PEOPLE!
I tell you, I'm bloody moody this time round.
I just scolded an innocent soul.
Yes, pity that fella.
But that fella asked for it.
That fella ticked me!
So not my fault kan?

Men.
People of the opposite sex.
People with XY chromosomes.
Why don't you guys simply understand the statement
PMS?

Is it that difficult to dealt with the issue?
Its once a month only!
Is it that hard?

Ok I know I'm being one sided.
I know of some men who do understand.
But not all the time!
You guys gotta understand.
That we women can't control our PMS!
Its just it.
No matter how much we try to control our temper.
It will just blow like a BOMB!

I'm not making up or asking for mercy.
Its just it.
Its nature!
Its just how we women are!
Its a fact!

Its not that we purposely want to venge our anger.
Its just that the hormones gone wild at that period of the month!
And there is nothing we can do about it.
Can you tell a pregnant lady who is giving birth not to deliver her baby yet?
Cannot kan?!
Its the same!
We can't control the delivery, same as we can't control the hormones!
Its just the way we are!

We have XX chromosomes.
That's why!
We have different pairs of hormones.!
That's why!
They tend to go wild and not be together at this point of the month!
That's why!

What to do?
SUCK IT UP!
That's the only way.
If cannot then,
BUZZ OFF!
OK?!

So once again I'm telling you people.
Be careful with me this month.
I'm slightly wacky and moody.
Mister Surfer is coming to surf anytime soon.
Don't say I didn't warn ya ok?

NOW I WANT TO SLEEP!
ROAR!!!

Oh Well,
GOOD NIGHT WORLD!!!

Hat-Trick!

2009-06-17T20:47:00.005+08:00

Hello people!!!
yea missing for 3 days eh.
I got reason this time.
&& my reasoning is much much VALID!
Actually I wana blog yesterday but
Due to unforeseen circumstances I can't!

ok now i share ok??
BUT WAIT!
Today's entry is damn long ok?
OK GO!!!

I received surprises!
Not one.
Not two.
But THREE!!
I GOT A HAT-TRICK SURPRISE!!!
yes, 3 days straight!!!
Technically hat-trick kan?

Well I'm so so happy!
Very delighted!
Extremely delighted!
Lalalalalala.....!!!!

Last monday was my brother's first day
Having a 3mths long attachment over
At Jurong Island Training Centre.
Ok, you guys must be wondering
What does it got to do with the surprises kan?

Well well, I has each & every connection!
When my brother came back from his internship,
He did all the normal-gotta-do stuffs.
When my parents went off to bed,
He came outta his room and ask me something
That doesn't happen normally.

**Well I translated it to English. If not some won't understand!**

"Kakak, you want a pair of shoes?"
"Eh want lah! Lemme try it on first lah"

Then he went into his room & came out with a box.
A VANS box.
Strange.
I was like aik?

"Eh VANS?! Where you found it?"
"At the void deck ah"
"Aik, which stupid idiot go leave VANS shoe at the void deck seh"
"I don't know lah. You try ah"

In my heart I was like gosh lucky me.
I will be getting another pair of shoe.
This time for FREE!!!

Once I opened the box I saw this.
Still not getting any clue.
Still it doesn't ring a bell.
Gosh that was the slowest moment of my life!
My brain was functioning so damn slow!!!
I didn't get it!

When I looked at the above note stuck on the flap
All I think about is
"Eh, pity the fella eh. This must be a special present"
You know what I mean?
A guy might have been accidentally leave it there,
Maybe its meant for his girlfriend, eh?

I didn't read the note!
BELIEVE ME!
I just look at it & didn't read it!
Tak ke bodoh aku?! haha
Silly me seh!
I think after a minute then I read it.

The moment I read the word MERE,
I shouted! haha!!
I was meant for me!
FINALLY I GOT IT!
Yea I know, feels like knocking my head kan?

For those who can read Arabic,
My name & the sender's name is on the note.
If cannot read then
TOO BAD!! haha

Here's some stuffs that comes in the box.

the written laughter to me

I have no idea what the rubberband & the chopstick is for.
The sender said that the sender have no other things to fill the box with.
Cute and weird kan?

You guys must be wondering right,
I bet its confusing my story! wahaha!!
How the hell did my brother got that VANS shoebox.
& why did I shouted.
& how did my name appear on the flap when its found at the void deck?

Ok now I tell you lah!
The shoe is from Kental.
How did I landed on my brother's hands?
My brother met up with him at Century Square
Where he passed the shoe to him.
I shouted because that's the name Kental call me.
What is the name?
I pixelated the name kan.
Because I DON'T WANT TO TELL!! haha

Very pakat2 they all.
Well its a pleasant surprise.
I was totally surprised.
No suspect-tation.
No loop-hole.
I totally have no idea!

IT'S NEVER EASY TO SURPRISE ME OK!
Many attempted times people tried to surpise me
But in vain. wahah!!

Ok now presenting the star of the surprise!
THE SHOE!!!

*********
*******
*****
****
***

TA-DAA!!!!

Its a VANS Caliente
with collaborating artist
Kelly Ording.

Its one of the many shoes
I've reserved over at Kental's shop.
Weee Weee Weee!!!
I so the very happy ok!
Very very happy!
Jealous eh? haha!!

Ok you people,
this is only the first surprise.
There's another 2 surprise kan?
Its a hat-trick kan kan?
Well well, want to continue or not?
Ok lah I continue eh?

On Monday night,
Boyan Police called me
OUT OF THE BLUE.
No wind no storm call me.
Serra overseas so what's up eh?

Boyan Police wanted to meet me.
Yes meet me!
I was like what the hell for?!
He said its about Serra.
He need to talk to me about Serra.
My mind was slow again.
I didn't even ask him why cannot talk over the phone.
I didn't even have that cross my mind.
When I agreed then I thought of it.
Crap kan?!
I don't know what's wrong with me that day!

So agreed with Boyan Police to meet me
At 1pm at Tampines Mrt Control Station.
I didn't smell a rat.
I didn't see it coming.

Next morning I got held up by Mama.
So told Boyan Police that I'm gonna be late.
Kental told me that its not nice to make him wait.
Because Boyan Police is coming all the way from Bukit Panjang.
Well wait lah, you were the one who wanted to meet me mah! haha
So after getting ready & all I get outta house.
When I was over at the bus stop waiting for the bus.
Boyan Police called & informed me that he reached already!
SHIT! He's here & I haven't boarded the bus!

Then Kental called.
Asking me where I am.
Then he said " Oh no I saw someone I don't want to see"
"Who? My ex ah? Who? Who?"
Then he said " Yesterday, you got a surprise right?
What if there's another surprise today?"
Then I was like " What are you up to?"
He laughed!
He appreared right behind me!!!
AWWWWW..kan kan kan? haha

No wonder he asked me to wear the shoe
He gave me, he asked me to wear it.
Yesterday I wore a sleeveless pullover hoodie.
Nice tau!
That was a gift from Jakarta from Kental.
Too bad I didn't take any picture, too excited lah!
I will post up the picture of the hoodie soon ok?

So 2 surprises eh.
Yesterday, I went SHOPPING!!!!

Went to Tampines One
Then to Orchard Centrepoint Robinsons.
Then to Centrepoint John Little
Then to Cahtay Cineleisure.

CLUB MARC HAS WORTH BUYING FOR SALE!!!
MOST ITEMS SALE AT $15!
Yes I ain't kidding lah!
but sizes are all there only.

I got some lingerine.
Club Marc Pants.

Next up is,
Mark & Spencer checkered pants.
New Urban Male Brazillian Pria sandals. *on sale*
Tampines One, Tampines Mall, Century Square sale hunt.
Downtown East to get my tie-dye dress. *preety!*
Maybe to Marina Square & Bugis for good bargains!

SHOP TILL YOU DROP LAH!!!

I'm not gonna tell you the next surprise just yet.
My tired fingers are begging to rest.
They have been typing since like ages!
So I continue tomorrow.
I give clue can?
So you guys can stay up all night thinking what my surprise is all about!
Evil aren't I?

The surprise is both saddening & happy.
So wait up ok?
Meanwhile,
GO FIGURE!!!

Ps: thank you so much Kental for the hat-trick
much much appreciated.
It really brighten up my boring days!
I OWE YOU!

Oh Well,
GOOD NIGHT WORLD!!!

Bloody Bla Bla BORED!

2009-06-14T23:15:00.003+08:00

It is known throughout the world that
PICTURE SPEAK A THOUSAND WORD.
so do your thinking && analyse the picture above.
What is my emotion & feeling?

The picture depicts a young lady
with a sour as a tapai basi face.
*SERRA TAPAI EH NOT TUPAI*

She looks like she's in her 20's.
However, she's always mistaken for a 18 year old!
Really I never bluff you one lah!

From her frown & pout,
I clearly shows that she is somehow unhappy or unsatisfied.
Perhaps BORED?

The description above is like the ones students have
during their oral examinations eh? haha
OH CRAP I MISS SEC SCH!!!

ok ok now back on track.
well yes.
I'M BORED!!
I AM BORED!!
I AM VERY BORED!!!

VERY BORED!!!

That's my typical bored face lah ok.
I'm not only bored but I'm aching all over.
Remember I told you guys that I'll be having
A Saturday with my Ohana over at Kota Tinggi.
Remember or not?
If not then its your problem!!

The outing was FANTABULOUS!
I don't want to spoil the surprise & story now.
Some of the pictures are in my uncle's camera
so gotta wait lah eh?
Can kan kan?
If cannot then...
ITS YOUR PROBLEM LAH!

All I can say is an outing full of laughter!
Lots of bummer, bumper and blooper!
Well well well, wait up ok?
I might just post up the event on the next entry
with the pictures I have on my phone first.
See the mood okeys?

Ah back to the story.
Wah today I side-track alot eh? haha
My body is aching all over.
Because?
Because I had a nice
ALL NATURAL BODY MASSAGE!
By whom?
By the air terjun it self lah!
Natural you.
What more.. F-R-E-E!!!
Its all from the nature.
All from that big guy up there.
I just stood motionless at the edge of the falling water.
&& just let nature take its course lor.

I tell you, the falling of the water on my back
Is just like a person punching you!
Its so SEDAP LAH! haha

Ok ok I dowan to story more,
SPOIL SURPRISE!

So, wait up ok ok ok?

Here's a random picture
right from Nadrah Al-Akki's eyes
Who?
ME LAH!
haha

I was on the way to the Mamak shop
behind my block when I saw this panorama.
Picture not edited.
Its a 6pm picture.

Yes yes
Makcik Serra is afc.
Don't know what's AFC?
its Away From Country.
Self created eh.

She's gonna be away till 17th!
So long lah!
Makcik is away with her Ohana
having a holiday at Langkawi.
Its a gorgeous island!
I BET YA!

So I will be yaking away to either
Kental, My Bucuk, or the poor walls.
Poor Poor me kan.

Random thingy I found while surfing Facebook
Here's a quote I took from a friend's profile

" When you love someone you are willing to give anything to make them happy not thinking much of yourself, because when they are happy it makes you feel happy. Their smiles are rewards for your sacrifice n commitment"

Feel it people?
I'm sure those who have been through love shit feels it.
Ok, love is both shitty & lovely.
Face it people, nothing in this world is all happy.

Ok now I am feeling much better.
Boredom is gone but
Tiredness is still here.
Off to bed I guess.
Yes, I can hear him calling me. haha

I gotta tell bedtime story to baby ganyut first.
Guess who?
Guess la you all, I shall not tell.
WAHAHAHA!!!

Oh well,
Good Night World!!!

Baby Sit Sit

2009-06-09T22:57:00.008+08:00

Ok I wanna just talk about my weekends.
Can?
Its like what time already so kindda late to story long long.
Niway Internet is so slow tonight.
Damn those people who downloading stuffs with lots of memory!!!
I never fail to blame people eh? haha!

Well last Friday, as usual since 3 Fridays ago,
I went over to Nani's place @ Hougang to pick her up.
Reach there the first thing I look for is WATER!!!
The weather is being evil to us, ayy?
Its so bloody humid & warm!

"Nani nak air! Taknak manis nak air batu je!"
That was the first thing I said when Nani came to the door.
Then when I entered the house I saw something!

AH BUN!!
He was sleeping so soundly.
With nothing except for his pampers!
Right under the ceiling fan!
Enjoy lah this mangkok!

Not long later he woke up.
&& he doesn't wanna come near me.
Untill I offered him Iced Blueberry Drink!!
KIDS NOWADAYS I DON'T KNOW LAH!
They are just too intelligent!
Imagine eh how my kids will be like...haiyah!!

That's not a bow.
That's the lanyard attached to his pacifier!
Nani tied it so its shorter.
It turned out like a bow kan?
Cute kan?

I purposely changed it backwards.
If not he will always suck that pacifier!
Which I don't like kids to do!
MY KIDS WILL NEVER USE PACIFIER

Last Saturday I was glued at home!
Because I gotta babysit lil Ah Bun
Yes, I babysit a baby!
Believe me!

Mama & Nani went for their religious class.
Lil bro went out to Tampines One to get some stuffs.
Its just Ah Bun & me.
Its a CATASTROPHE!

Now that he can almost run.
Everything in the house must be at least 1meter high!
If not that's it bebeh!
Its gonna go down!

If any of you guys need assistant pengemas.
Contact me.
Ah Bun does a great job!
PERFECT GILA!

Yes I did this to him!
Coz he was too naughty!
But when he started to merengek,
I took him off the trolley.
I sayang him alot ok!

Every morning I will take him out
for a morning walk
& will go to the playground
Ah Bun was so excited!
He rarely gotta to out.
Kesian kan?

the sunrise just out of my door.

Mr. Kental was also fond of him.
He like to play with Ah Bun's cheeks.
Who doesn't?
And he always makes Ah Bun chase after him!
Well next time Ah Bun comes over I inform u aite Kental?

Picture taken from the inside of the
closed tube thingy slide at the playground.

Ah Bun with Kental

Nani feeding Ah Bun with her
same-old-brand-new technique.
So that he won't move an inch.

Last weekend was sure one of the most tiring weekend!
I bet my biceps has brown a lil now.
You gotta carry him && hug him tightly then he will sleep.
Not forgetting must sing him lullaby..the one with recites from quran.
Yes manja lil mangkok lah he!

&&&&
GUESS WHAT?
GUESS!!!!

My SKULL head has gone missing.
Yah missing!!!

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*****
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LOOK!!!

I should have taken Skull back from Kental!
Skull must have been ill-treated by Kental tau!
Look lah!

He must be too sick & hungry
so much so he can't carry his own head!
What's so difficult with feeding Skul with
Oreo & milk once a day?

REST IN PEACE
My dearest Skull.
I hope your soul rest even tough
your head is detacted from ur body!

MISTER KENTAL!!!!!!
Don't blame me if Rabbit come an bite ur ears while u sleep!

ok now I want to go to bed!
I'm having the clown nose.
So red!

Flu flu go away
Please come back
Some other day
Can??

Oh well,
GOOD NIGHT WORLD!!!

Super Nurul

2009-06-09T18:11:00.002+08:00

FINALLY!!!

at last you!
at last can upload pictures!
so now I will like go go go and blog
till I drop!

I start later tonight okay?
I just testing only now..
I just finished resolving my home desktop prob.
There's this stupid Identification issue.
Stupid!

And because of that my mum and bro can't access the internet!
And who do they call when they need their com to be repaired?
ME ME ME!!!

Pandai eh?
LAHABAU betol!
Pandai kasi rosak, pandai repair sendiri lah!
Everytime this happen happens, I am the bloody victim!
So Super Nurul off to the rescue.
Now my desktop is back to normal.
So my lappy is all mine!

No more lettting lil bro use my lappy.
Imagine eh,
You just reached your front door and
You saw your brother using your lappy
Without your permission?
Feel me?
I got to feel me man!!!

Ok now back to Pakistani main business.
I gotta go fry the fish for dinner.
If I delay a minute,
Tarzan will come shouting at me! haha

Cya later tonight!
Don't miss me ok!
Ok la can miss me abit only ok?

Tata!!

BLOODY HOLY CRAP!

2009-06-05T22:13:00.005+08:00

ARGHHH!!!!!!

ok again
ARGHHH!!!!!

because I cannot upload pictures!
I don't know what the hell is wrong!
Since yesterday lah!

If you guys realise, my entry yesterday was
PHOTO-LESS!
Stupid kan kan kan?
Me = blog with no pictures?
Its so not me kan!

ARGH!!!!!
Is it my lappy?
Is it my internet connection?
Wah can't be my lappy seh!
And what excuse can internet be blamed when I'm using direct connection!!
Stupid kan kan!
Wahliau Weh!

Yes I know I'm blabbering again!
But see lah I cannot share pictures with you guys!
ARGH!!!!!

Stupid stupid everything that made me cannot upload pictures!
So plain seh my entry with no pictures!
I will resolve the matter soon okeh?

Since I cannot upload pictures,
What is there for me to story kan?
Eh serious lah you all,
I am so mad mad mad gila to the max!
Yesterday I warm-up already.
So semangat to blog!
Now problem arise!

BLOODY TOOT TOOT TOOT!!!

so now kan kan kan...
kan kan...
I think its the best for me to end this entry la eh!
haha!

&&
can't wait for 13th June!
Going up to Kota Tinggi for berendam session!
Its been ages since I went there.
The waterfall water is soo sooo COOLING!
With the weather like this,
I can just sit in the water the whole day!
Fancy calling me Dugong okies!

Oh well,
GOOD NIGHT WORLD!!!

CHAK BOO!!

2009-06-04T21:42:00.002+08:00

*grins as wide as I can*

HALOO PEOPLE!

hehe
I know I know!
Lets see..3 WHOLE BLOODY MONTHS
Yes that long!

Oh Gosh!
I've not been story-story for that long!
No wonder my fans are nagging. *perasaan lagi aku nih*
Sorry sorry la hor eh.
I got no other excuses other than me being PLAIN LAZY.

Ok today's post is just gonna be very short short kemetot.
I just gotta warm up first lah.
You know, I actually wanted to start back blogging since like
A month ago BUT I don't know where to start.
Maybe today God given me the move to start back. haha

Ok lemme just share with you guys my lastest updates lah eh.
Chop chop chilli chop nye lah.
I finished my exams like a long long long time ago.
I completed my diploma already.
I now sit at home.
I sit at home and count dust *kira abok*
Cool yah?

So not lah!
I have transformed into a Pakistani maid!
Wake up 10am and sweep the floor.
Then I cook rice.
Then I do pathetically NOTHING!
ACTUALLY kan, I did alot of things lah!
Nothing in a sense that its sumthing that I have no choice but to do
Because I got bored sitting at home.
Sit sit and sit later my but grow bigger lah!
Basically, I help Mama out with housework.

By far I've:
Washed all the fans at home TWICE
Cleaned all the windows
Washed the CD rack
Clean whatever I gotta clean in my room.
Painted the gate, iron wrought gate ok!
And many many lah!

BY THE WAY!
Those who wants their gates to be painted kan,
COME FIND ME!!
I charge low tau! hehe
And I do a perfect clean job!

Today was one of the cleaning-abok-day again.
I woke up at 9am today, early gila!
Why?
Because the ah pek air-con came.

FINALLY MAMA AGREED TO HAVING AIR-CON!!!
Yes, the weather is not giving us any face man!
Baba was like " Kita taknak ice-cream, kita nak air-con"
when Mama offered him ice-cream. Cute kan kan??

It took 2 man to install the 3 air-cons.
Total of 5 hours.
And the mess they made = PRICELESS!
Satu rumah aku berhabok!
Can make talcum powder lah beb!

Sweep the whole house.
Vacumm the whole house.
Mop 2 time the whole house.
Wipe the furniture ALL of them.
Da macam renovate whole house!

Well its been a very tiring day for me.
Now of off to bed!
Tata!!!

Oh well,
GOOD NIGHT WORLD!!!

Tui Bu Qi

2009-03-15T22:30:00.000+08:00

THOUSAND APOLOGIES PEOPLE!!!

Apology for missing in action.
Apology for not updating my blog.
Apology for no explanation.
Apology for what ever I'm supposed to be sorry for.

Well lemme see....
How long have I not updated my blog?

19 DAYS!!!
ok that's kindda long lah.
Almost 3 weeks already!

I didn't update my blog for a reason ok.
Its because I'm all occupied with datelines for my bloody assignments.
Now its all over, I'm having my study period this week.
Next week is my exams.
Its gonna be on Monday, Wednesday & Friday.
My last and final exam for my diploma.
Wish me luck aite!

Insyallah, I'll graduate soon!
ORD OH!!! haha!

Then after the exam period,
I have all the time in the world to blog!
I got alot of entries DUE!
VERY VERY DUE LOR!
Its like BASI STORY!
But for the sake of my fans ( ok start aku punya perasan kejap)
I'll post everything up.
EVERYTHING!

I have tons of plans in mind.
TONS!!!
Alot of activities with bestie,
Some of which is UBIN and ZOO!
And some of which is not gonna be just the two of us.
We'll be inviting some VIP's to join our expedition!
Wanna know who?
Relex sudah!
Have to wait la eh!

Ok today my dearest darling Serra gonna return to Singapore!
YEAY YEAY SERRA BALIK!!
Yes I miss her alot!
Its been days lah!
I never talk to her!
I never sms her!
I talk to myself!
I cannot complain to people!

I can't imagine her going off later for 4 years.
Don't go can?
I kidnap you and keep you in my safety box.
I promise I feed you everyday! haha

Time check, 9:04PM
Serra just called me!!!
She just landed! Ok that sound so so wrong!
The plane she's in just landed! haha
So so happy she's back home!
Got lotsa stories to share with her!
Many to complain about!

Ok thats it for my entry.
See ya again in a fortnight!

Oh well,
GOOD NIGHT WORLD!!!

Random Crap

2009-02-26T12:22:00.000+08:00

OK I'M BORED!!!

I'm here again!
To grumble!
To whine!

Because I'm BORED!!!
Becaue I feel like it!
Because I have redundant time!
Because I need to whine!
Because I need to ARGH!!!!

I got nothing to do now!
All my assignments are all done!
There's nothing better for me to do now!
I want someone to entertain me!
I have no idea what to story about!
I'm just too lazy to post the 2 due entries of Bestie & me!
So I'll just be random here!

Ok GO!

Nowadays, I've been an ADIDAS FREAK!
Not forgetting VANS too!
Seriously!!!

Thanks to Mr.Kental!
Since I've known you, there's so many stuffs I wanna have.
Previously I'm not that interested in these brands coz its more of guys stuffs.
Then I realised that there actually alot of nice stuffs for girls!
NOW I HAVE A WHOLE LONG WISHLIST !!!

For now this is the thing that I want the most.

ADIDAS LD VESPA TRACK Sweater!!!

Nice kan kan kan kan?
The thing I like the most about this sweater is the
VESPA STITCHING
Also the design looks simple and vintage.

Vans high-cut sneakers.
Its under the Breast Cancer Awareness Campaign.
Cute kan kan kan?

And here are my new toys!

This shoe has its history.
Its special to me.
What's more its ORANGE!
Trust me, its a man's cut.

Skull belongs to Mr.Kental
Skull visits me at times.
He does stay over my place once in a while.
He loves me more than he loves Kental
because I pamper him alot!

With Skull is my darling Rabbit.
Yes, he looks more like a mouse but
I feel like calling him Rabbit.
Rabbit is born in Japan.
He is then exported to Singapore where I adopted him.
Actually, Kental adopted him and gave him to me.
Now he lives happily with me.

They're best friends now.

They cost 2500cents each.

That's Rabbit with Apek's toys.
An Adidas cap and sneakers.
He's an Adidas freak too.
The picture is credited to him.
He has exceptional photography skills.
Not to mention his biggest toy, the D90!!!

The BLUE is mine.

This is Vans Allston.
Just bought them yesterday.
HOT HOT STUFF!

Nice kan kan kan?
NICE LAH!

This is yet another special toy for me.
A special special one.
Its a gift.
A surprising magnificent gift.
From who, guess who!
What I can say, I really appreciate the person's sincerity.
Really.

Knowing that I really want this Limited Edition Pillow.
Its not sold in the official shops you know.
From what I've been told by the present-giver,
you have to spend at least $600 at the Adidas Originals store to get this.

I LOVE IT ALOT!!
ITS REALLY HUGE!
See the picture lah!
It takes up my whole bed!
My other 4 pillows are jealous of it.
Because they will end up on the floor the next morning
while I snugly hug it.

Thanks alot, you know who.
I really really appreciate it alot.
A sweet pleasant surprise, really.

While entering this blog, I'm chatting with Kental
He showed me this link.
LOOK!!!

Ain't it cute??
Rabbit must be excited if I get this as his companion.
But they will have a huge mis-communication because
Rabbit is a keychain and this is a pacer! haha

I just want the head!

Ok this part I play cheat eh.
I typed the following a few days ago.
I came across this article in the Straits Times last Sunday.
Find it interesting and thought of sharing it with you guys.
Especially those who never read the papers!

Kissing 101

10 things you should know about kissing

About 2/3 of all humans, tilt their heads to the right when kissing. It doesn't matter whether they are left or right handed.

This is kindda true, in my opinion lah.

Men think that kissing is a highly effective way to end a fight. Women think that is hooey. for once, the woman are incorrect. evolutionary psychology Gordon Gallup says: " The evidence shows kissing is so powerful for females that even though they deny it, once it occurs, they're so affected by a kiss..." That they are helpless in its grip?"

Ok this also I agree to a great extent, the girls part. For the guys part, yes they do that at
times! Which most girls hate, including me!!

Remember those great standing kisses in old movies, where the girl demonstrates ecstasy by lifting her delicately shod tootsie behind her? That move was called "foot pop".

I have yet to experience the foot pop. *ehem* haha!

More men than women describe a good kiss as one that involves tongue contact, saliva exchange and moaning.

Because men are plain chi-ko-pek! Gatal and mental! haha!

After a relationship is established, women are much more likely than men to use kissing to monitor commitment. " There is good evidence that the frequency of kissing is a pretty good barometer of the status of a relationship," Prof Gallup says.

Ok this I gotta agree 100%! This is so so true! Real life experience!

The science of kissing is known as Philematology

Kissing is implicated in the speed of mononucleosis and oral herpes. The connection to meningitis and gastric ulcers is more distant but exists.

I don't quite understand the science language here. Will ask Bestie more about this.

The hormonal and neurotransmitter cascade triggered by kissing includes adrenaline (which increases heart rate), endorphins (which produce euphoria), oxytocin (which helps development attachment), serotin (which helps the brain process emotions).

Didn't know kissing is that healthy. haha

When kissing, cortisol levels drop for both sexes, meaning that kissing does reduce stress.

More kisses for me then!

Very few creatures other than humans are great kissers. The marked exceptions are our close relatives, the chimpanzees. chimps, in fact, engage in kissing and making up after a conflict.

Ok enough of me typing!
I'm tired now, hands very tired!
Feeling better.
Much better now.
Yes.

I want CEMPEDAK GORENG!!!
random.
period.
bye!

Oh Well,
GOOD NIGHT WORLD!!!

Grilled Chicken Salad & Hazel Daze

2009-02-21T00:27:00.012+08:00

PSSTTTT!!!!!

I'm dropping by for a short while.
Since I can't sleep due to a bloody headache.
Well here are the pictures for the evening off with Bestie.

TO BESTIE:

Eh SERRA, I post first ah!!
Its has always been you posting all our outings first.
This time its me!
Why, because I haven't sent you the pictures!
Wahahaha!
Well, even if I sent you the pictures, you won't have the time to upload.
You're busy! BLUEK!!!!!
I transfered the pictures into your HDD instead.
Ok you're gonna nag at me after you see this post.
Nevermind, I'm all ready. haha

Ok back to the story.
Like mentioned in the post, we watched a movie.

NEW IN TOWN

The movie was not bad lah.
A simple movie with a simple ending.
Not much of a storyline I shall say but its a sweet show.
I love the part where Renee Zellweger end up drunk in the car.
The moments she got drunk was funny!!!
Also the part where she went for crow hunting and she needs to pee.
Thats even funny!

Guess how many people were watching the movie?
4 bloody people, including us!!! haha!
Eh, I even heard myself laughing out loud you know!
IMAGINE!!!

Initially the outing was not only Bestie and me
We have a guest of honour joining us.
Guess who??
Wait up and read and you'll know, ok?
Well after watching the movie the VIP still haven't arrive.
So we went kai kai around West Mall.

Bestie and me were deciding where we should chill.
We decided on Swensens since both of us we craving for ICE-CREAM!!
But then when we sat down, our stomach started to give in.
The big big menu was just tempting!!!!

She flipped the menu donno how many times before deciding!

LIKEWISE!

HUNGRY PEOPLE

While waiting for the VIP, I read a portion of the book Serra was reading.
I cannot reveal neither the contents or the title coz its really really PARENTAL GUIDANCE!
SEXUALLY EXPLICIT!!!!
REALLY LAH!

&& I'm grinning not because I'm a lecher.
Its because I can't believe what I'm reading!!!

***DRUM ROLLS***

PLEASE RISE FOR THE ARRIVAL OF THE GUEST OF HONOUR!!!

MISS LINDA KECIK
she was from her workplace and rushed there to meet us for dinner.

Bestie & Kecik

Apparently her love was away. awww

And FINALLY, we made our order.
Fish Baked Rice for Bestie.
American Burger for Kecik.
Grilled Chicken Salad for me.

I was the kambing for the day seh!
My dish was veggie based, that explains lah.
BUT BUT, I gotta finish up the other mangkok's veggie!
Kecik doesn't eat veggie so I took her coleslaw & tomatoes.

Betol punya kambing aku ni.
Bukannye gelojoh tau, pasal tak baik membazir makan.
Allah tak suka tau!
I swear I got sick of the veggie taste that I can't eat salad for the next day!!

I was a fun outing, again, full of laughter.
We should hang out again one day eh Kecik.
This time round we do things that all 3 of us can do, hor?
SHISHA CAN!!!! *ehem*

****************************************

Ok this is a random thing I came across at home.
Last Friday Baba went for a course his company sponsor him to.
Nothing interesting to share.
HOWEVER, I read through the coursebook and I saw this.

LOOK!!!!
My dad doesn't have a LIFE!!
The moment I saw this page, my eyes just well up.
YES I CRIED!
His life is all about work!

14 hours of WORK.
5 hours of LEISURE.
5 hours of SLEEP.

5 hours of SLEEP ONLY!!!
I can't imagine me having only 5 hours of sleep most of the time.
I'll be a living moron I tell you.
Confirm I'll stone all day long!
But Baba never show that he's sleepy and stuffs.
Being the bread-winner of the family,
he really sacrifice alot for my ohana.
ALOT

I am never a perfect person.
There's many things I wish I never do.

BUT IT HAPPENED.
THINGS HAPPEN
SHIT HAPPENS

I know I hurt them alot before.
I might just hurt them again 5 minutes ago.
But I'm human.
We never fail to make mistakes.
BUT, I am trying my very hard to make them happy.
I AM AND I WILL.

All I wish is to get good grades for my poly and get a good paying job.
Its time for me to pay back whatever that my parents have done for me.
Nothing can be done to match up with the sacrifices and love they've given me.
All I can do is try my best to make them happy.
And them not regretting having a daughter like me.

I'M PROUD TO HAVE PARENTS LIKE THEM
I'm lucky to have a mother and a father.
I'm lucky to have a complete family.
SYUKUR ALHAMDULILLAH.

before I get all emo, I'll end just here.
Bye.

Oh Well,
GOOD NIGHT WORLD!!!

Bookinafaso

2009-02-18T13:01:00.010+08:00

Hey people!

I'M SUPER SUPER TOOT BORED!!!!

Yes!
Look at the bloody time lah.
Its 13:11 PM.
This is the first time ever in my history of blogging
to have entered a post this early.

BECAUSE I'M BORED!
I'm bloody bored in class.
I'm having my lab session now.
Yes, the bloody lecturer is in front yaking away.
I'm so hungry and sleepy!!!
Yes, I'm practically whining and grumbling now!
I know you guys can't hear it but I don't care!

My purpose here is to just buy time.
Rather than I sleep, play online games or talk during lesson.
Might as well I do this, right?
Since people are missing me during my Hiatus days. haha perasaan nye aku
So I'm indirectly taking a time off updating my blog lah.

Expect nothing much, REALLY.
BECAUSE, I'm using the lab's bloody slow computer.
So there's no pictures for me to post.
I swear to God eh, even my Nani can "process" faster than this com I'm using!!
REALLY!!!
The processor is super slow.
SUPER BLOODY TOOT SLOW!

Since I can't story much, I did some surfing.
Well, there are some art pieces I came across with.
Nice, APPRECIATE them ok!

These pictures are painted.
By who I don't bother to credit.

This is super nice.
A message behind the picture.
Go crack your brain like how the egg is cracked!

Favourite of all

The following are just normal photography.

Taken at Mekong Delta, Vietnam
I was there!

Taken at Kuala Terengganu, Malaysia

A random cute video.

Ok now I've got something to do.
To "picture-hop"
There's alot of magnificient photography pictures available online man!
I'm so so jealous!
Not that I can't take that kindda picture, but I don't have a proper camera.

MY DREAM TOY!!
Nikon DSLR D40

I'm gonna grab it as soon I get my first pay of my work!
I don't care!!!
Then SNAP SNAP I'll go!
So there's gonna be more & more perfect pictures.

Berangan jauh aku eh.
Sekolah belom lagi habes.
Da fikir ape nak beli utk first gaji.
Perasaan nye aku!!
Haha!

Can't wait for the class to end!
Because kan, I'm meeting my darling Serra!!
This week I don't have any day off from school.
So we're not gonna do any major activities.
Just chilling around.
Gonna have some catching up & catch a movie.

I feel so much better after this entry.
Thanks to the bugger who invented Blog.
Xie Xie man!!

I'll post again when I feel like it.
I'll post again when I have the time.
I'll post again when I need to whine.
I'll post again when I'm bored in class.
Whatever.

Oh Well,
GOOD AFTERNOON WORLD!!!

Kia Ora

2009-02-16T21:15:00.011+08:00

Hello people!!!

Yes yes I went MIA again.
But I told you guys already what I'm occupied with my assignments.
I do have some free time off the busy schedule but I spent it with bestie & my bed.
So expect lesser frequent updates till like I don't know when.
Maybe in a few weeks la hor?
Or worst comes to worst till my exams are over which is in March.
I'll try my best to squeeze the updates ok?

Well well here are some things that I wanna share.
Since I won't be talking much about the places I went to with Bestie that soon.
Maybe later la ok.
That will really take ALOT of time, serious!
We now not only take tons of pictures, we take videos too!!

Mr.Mamat has just returned home from New Zealand.
He was there for 2.5 months for his NS cross training.
Lucky bastard man! ( i really mean it)
Not everyone gets to travel for free like you know!

So yah, NEW ZEALAND.
The moment he told me he leaving for NZ,
The first thing that came to my mind is ALL BLACKS!!!
Yes dee All Blacks, the rugby team!
They are a bunch of HOT PEOPLE!
The body so big and muscular!
Not that I like guys with big body but they're are just irresistible.
And they are one of the strongest teams in rugby.

DAN CARTER
My favourite All Blacks.
He's the "striker" of the team.
Plus plus soooo good looking!!!!

Well apart from them being HOT and stuffs,
I love it when they do the Hakka.
Its the traditional Maori (the dayak of NZ) dance performed before each game.
Have a look at the following videos to get an idea if you've never heard of it.
Each time I see them do the Haka, goosebumps will appear all over my body.
Scary but soo WOW!

More about the Haka & the All Blacks team you guys can visit
http://www.allblacks.com/index.cfm?layout=haka or
go and find out yourself on the Internet!

Well I asked him to help me buy a All Blacks hoodie.
However its either in a bigger size or sold out.
Too bad no luck for me.
Its hard to find that here in Singapore.
Well, one day when I go NZ then I buy lah. haha

BUT well he didn't went home empty handed.
He did buy for me a few other stuffs.
Since he knew that I'm crazy over the All Blacks.
Sweet of him lah actually.

I decided to take a video for a change.
Happy viewing!

Met him just now to get the stuffs from him.
He lemme see the hundreds (if I, I think will be thoudsands) of pictures he took there.
I swear to GOD the landscape is spectacular!
He even was at a location where LOTR scene took place.
I forget the place lah.
The pictures will be up in my next entry ok?
Too much to upload, LAZY!

Here are the pictures I took of the stuffs.

Super surprised me.

The Romper, which surprised me!
Really didn't expect him to remember that.
I would love my future son to wear that.
That's the next best that he could think of since he didn't get the hoodie for me.

The Landyard.
Adidas keychain attached to it.

The bracelet made of seashell.

The beanie.
I love it.

The romper - I LOVE IT!!

The best gift of all - MR.KIWI
I've been squeezing his stomach for don't know how many times already!!!

THANK YOU SO SO MUCH
MR. MAMAT!!
you did bring New Zealand to me.

I WILL STEP FOOT ON NZ ONE DAY!!!

*************************************

Ok to another topic, just wanna share what I've bought yesterday at Beach Road.

Pardon my eyes, I don't know seh why like that!

Guess the price.
Its authentic.

International Flyer basket bag given by Kental.
Thank You so much.

Ok people,
Back to my hiatus!!!
I'll be back whenever I want to or as and when I'm free.

GOOD NIGHT WORLD!!!

Sardines!

2009-02-08T20:47:00.008+08:00

YES!!
This is hot hot hot story!
Very fresh!
Just occur a few hours ago. haha
Well I decided to post about Abang Alin's engagement first.
BECAUSE its been awhile since I blog events that happens on the day itself.
Due to my busy schedule, I always have basi story to tell! hmph!
So the other stories I'll postpone, ok?

Ok back to the story!!
Well today is my dearest cousin's engagement.
The engagement between Abang Fazlin & Kak Shameem.
Yes, FINALLY Abang Alin has decided to settle down.
I still remember him joking around saying that he'll wait for me to get married
then he gets married.
RIGHTTTTT eh you Abang Alin, You cut queue! haha

Made by Mama.

Some of the 'gubahan' to the girl's side.

Citigems ring worth $789++

I reached there around 12.45 and found out that we're only leaving to the girl's side at 2.30pm.
There I was waking up early just to dress up coz Mama said they're leaving at 1plus.
I was like WHATTTTTTT!!!!
Ok well the abundant time was really put to full use actually.
I was made to dress my lil cousins up. Make up & hairdo.
Even 2 of my aunties kepo-kepo. haha
If I get paid 5bucks for each person I dress up just now, I think I made 30bucks!!
Well I did style Mama's & Nani's tudung as well.
I so love to style Nani's tudung coz the tudung will just sit nicely onto her head.
So so perfect all the time!!
I so wanna be a freelance makeup artist. Can?

In the end, I don't even have the time to eat!
By the time I finished all the 'mak andam' tasks, its time to leave already!

Dearest Nani.

Abang Alin with Nani. Nani took care of him since he was a baby till he's in lower secondary.
Nani has been watching him grow into this tall, good looking man.
He's her favorite grand-don't-know-what-rank. haha!
She's his favorite grandaunt.

Above is my close cousin, Wrightie Isabella.
Scratch your head all you want.
I know its not easy to pronounce her name.
Its pronounced as "write-thia".
She's a year younger than me.

Below is us with her elder brother, Zamir.
He's 24 this year.
They're one of my most intelligent & hardworking cousins.
Its been a long long long time since I met them.
So we did some catching up.

Well, there were alot of people attending the event.
Seriously, ALOT.
Many of us wanna go over to the girls side too.
Approximately, 40 people?
Its been told that the bus is big.
But then when we went down to the carpark, a minibus is there waiting for us.
So imagine 40 people squeezing into a 20 seater minibus? IMAGINE!
In the end some of us didn't went & some took their own transport.
Nani, Norsiah & me tompang Abang Hisham's MPV.
Lucky there's alot of empty seat there.
I won't wanna miss the engagement seh!

In the MPV.

We were the last to reach the girl's place.
Apparently Abang Hisham gatal & took the expressway when there's a shorter route there.
Everyone was waiting for us at the void deck.
Perasaan VIP sikit lah we all kan. haha
Well, Kak Shameem place is a cosy 3 room flat.
Its kindda squeezy coz we came in a huge group!
We're in her place like packs of sardines!!!

When I entered her place I headed straight for her room coz I wanna 'chop' place.
So that later when the wearing of the ring takes place, I'll get a perfect spot.
Call me kiasu all you want, I don't care.
Its the priceless moments I wanna capture & make it into memories.

Preety Kak Shameem.

While they were discussing about the dowry, the engagement contract, bla bla, I took pictures.
Well, call me kiasu again, again I don't care.
Usually, pictures are taken after the 'ring wearing' takes place.
I don't wanna struggle for my turn later on coz like I mentioned, we came in a huge group.
So imagine later lah I gotta wait so long just to take picture.

While waiting for the discussion to end, I look outta the room over to the men.
Apparently, I saw this SUPER HOT GUY!!!
He's just opposite me, on the other side of the living room.
The moment I saw him I was like "OMG"
He's so so good looking!
So cute! So handsome!
He has sharp features!
His look is so mixed blood!
So my type of guy, physically!!

I LOVE HIS EYES!!!
I like it when guys wear eyeliners. HE DID!
HIS SMILE..... MELTING me I tell you!!!
I tend to fall for guys will CHARMING smile.
Its just my weakness, you see.

Guess what I did?
I took out my HP and SNAP SNAP!!!
I'm like a PAPARAZZI that moment, seriously.
Well the picture were not that clear coz I was using my HP.
Stupid camera of mine was on low battery!
WHAT CORRECT TIMING EH?

He looks like Rio Ferdinand, somehow.
I'm not alone, Abang Alin agrees with me.

Found out that he's Abang Alin's soccer mate.
He's a freelance model!!
Apparently, he was the one who approached my lil bro to be a freelance model.
What a small world, ay?
I'll get to see more of him when he wedding comes! haha
SO LOOK FOWARD!!
well, maybe he's attached.
but who cares, its just a crush man.

Here's the video I managed to take.
Nani was the 'ring wearer'
If you realise, Iman Haziq went to salam Kak Shameem after she salam Nani.
Adorable mangkok he.

Yes, you must be wondering why is Nani's face so cramp.
She was sad actually.
There's tears of joy in her eyes.
There was practically some 'showers' in the room.
Understand understood eh?

Nani, Kak Shameem, Mami & Mama.

Tha ring.

Abang Choy's girlfriend.
Yes the one whoose 18 years.

Went back to Abang Alin's place.
Then I got the chance to eat!!
Heard that the food over at Kak Shameem's place were fantastic.
Nasi Briyani seh!!!
I didn't manage to eat there coz the living room was like
SARDINES EATING BRIYANI!! haha
So I don't wanna squeeze in.

Abang Zamir sneaked off to Abang Alin's room to play PS3.

A great day today.
A fun day today.
A memorable day today.
What a day.

Don't let your heart fool you mind.
And don't let your mind fully conquer your heart.

So near yet so far.
GOSH I MISS BURGER!

Period.

Oh well off to bed now.
I'm having a terrible flu!!!
GOOD NIGHT WORLD!!!

Corn Corn Corn!!

2009-02-06T23:54:00.001+08:00

OK!!!!

As promised, I shall story some today.
Well, its kindda outdated lah the story coz Bestie has long ago posted hers!!
FINE BASI STORY!!! but I still wanna share my side hor!

Last 28th January Wednesday I have no lesson.
Actually, I've got no lesson every Wednesdays, don't ask me why.
Well I was super bored at home & bestie had to do alot of housework that day. BAH!!!
Well, I managed to make her leave her house after some magic talking.

I accompanied her to Retard Poly to remove her lappy's domain.
She has officially divorced with RP. hahaha
She can't access the VPN and the wireless no more.

This is what I did when we left RP. Yes, I still have that chalet-mood lah!

Well, since we didn't plan to go out that day, we didn't plan to go anywhere!
So, we headed off to Causeway Point.
Bestie suggested us catching a movie.
BUT, we ended up at Seoul Garden!
STUDENT SPECIALS ALERT!!!
Just add a few bucks from the ticket price & you get a buffet there!
So logic right if we spent like 4 hours in there? haha!
That's what you call, SEIZE THE OPPORTUNITY! We're not gonna be students like forever, what!
&& anyway, its part of our To-Do-List,which I'm not gonna reveal!
BECAUSE if I did, you guys will know what to expect in the coming(s) entries! BLUEK!!

Super Excited Me!

Bestie Doing Her Part.

Our Intro Clip
(can lower down my profile volume, its gonna be visible limited time only!)

BBQ TIME!!

Our All-So-Normal Crap

Yes!

That's a BIB I'm wearing!!
Its my own creation of tissues with pins. =)
Not because I eat all over.
BECAUSE the frying splatters makes my tudung dirty!

My Concoction
Rootbear with ChocChip Mint IceCream & Sprite with Mango IceCream

Here's A Clip Of Us Having A Crappy Time
Realise the "Corn Corn Corn" by Bestie.

My clumpsy-ness revealed!

Bestie's Desert Concoction

Yes, she's using a chopstick to eat her desert!
Spoon dirty and she's too lazy to get another one!

Above is the Tom Yum stock mixed with Serra's leftover dessert.
We were actually finding ways to 'hide' the food that we can't finish.
Well, if cannot finish then kena fine!! haha

Below, as you know I like to try new things.
So I did try the taste lah.
SERIOUSLY, not bad!!!

Here's our solution to the leftover food!

My randomness.

Fun fun 4 hours there!
Lotsa food, drinks & laughter!
As per normal, she's always been the one who painted the smile on me.

Here's A Random Quiz that I took a few days ago.
I've gotta say, I agree to what it mentioned about me to a greatest extend. haha
GO READ!

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Disappointment
Looked down on
Where Your life is Going
Death
Commitment
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Can't wait for tomorrow!!!
Looking foward to Abang Alin's engagement.
Going over to the girl's side around 2pm.
She's residing at Boon Keng.
Well, who knows she stays near Snorlex!
Then get to meet him!
Well, its been months since I met that bloody MANGKOK!!
Busy man eh, hmmmm EXCUSES.
I wanna merajuk with you lah, can?
Ok merajuk button is ON. HMPH!!! haha
I shall story more tomorrow ok?

BY THE WAY,
HAPPY

Oh Well,
GOOD NIGHT WORLD!!!

Sorry Is The Word

2009-02-05T21:44:00.005+08:00

Hey people!

I'm on HIATUS again, yes!
Sorry really really sorry.
I know, its been a week since I entered a post.
I really got alot to write but time is not on my side.
I'm super busy with datelines, REALLY.
I have like 3 assignments due, spread-ed into the following 2 weeks.
STRESS PANIC ALERT!

Well, even amidst of my busy busy schedule,
I always find time to sidetrack.
For me, no matter how busy I am, I will always put aside time for de-stress.
Bestie has always been there to tolerate my crap.
Gonna write more on that soon, ok?
Ans yes, she has uploaded all the pictures and I haven't!
What a mangkok right?
Fine she has unofficially graduated, so she has the whole time in the world to blog!
Even helping people to tag people at Facebook eh makcik?

I'm gonna post tomorrow & Saturday night.
That is providing that I'm not tired. *grins*
Ok la fine, I will post something ok?
PROMISE!!!

Ok now back to busy busy me.
Maths test for me tomorrow!
But still I will make time if you need me, serious.
I can manage my time, not to worry!
Everything is on track, alright?

Oh well,
GOOD NIGHT WORLD!!!

Hiatus NOT II

2009-01-29T20:25:00.028+08:00

OK CONTINUE!!!

So here are the pictures!
Start off with my ohana sleeping over my place on Friday night.
YES my house was SUPER KECOH!!!
Busy preparing the marination of the chickens and beefs @ 1am!

On Saturday itself, after the running here & there, the BBQ starts around 5pm.
Uncle Karim helped me out with starting the fire.
Apparently the wind is super strong!
Soooo... Abang Hisham went off to Elias Mall with Kak Mas to buy some goodies.
Guess what they went back with?
PLASTIC PLANES, FRISBEE , WATER BUBBLES && KITES!!!
I'm not missed out being excited too! haha!
Abang Sham set up the kite & started to fly it. There were 2 kites.
I was actually BBQ-ing the chicken when I can't resist the temptation & sneeked off to join him.
When my kite is up, my lil cousins can't touch my kite! haha!
Fancy me being so childish!!
But cannot blame me you know. I NEVER FLY KITE BEFORE!
I'm still a kid at heart, always & forever I tell you lah!
I tell you eh, flying kite is super super fun!!!!
You can feel this gush in your heart when you see your kite flying higher & higher into the air!!

Abang Choi's GF, believe me, I'm older.

Zhakir "merajok" coz her Umi didn't wanna give him the uncooked satay! Isn't he just adorable?!

My lil cousins, Reeny, Anis & Norsiah.

& there came the sunset. Time for cake cutting!!

CHOC CRUNCHY CAKE, by THE ROYALS

Birthday Boys.

Aren't they cute together?? Iman Haikal & Nafisah. Like groom & bride baby version lah! haha!

Everything went well during that event. Apart from some pissing-me-off-people.
Can't blame them again because Mr.Plumber is on his way to visit me. So yah.
A great evening I shall say.
Gotta catch up with cousins and all the other people whom I never met for a long time.
Had alot of fun and laughter that evening.
The most boring part, CLEAN UP & BRING EVERYTHING INTO THE CHALET.
BAHHHH!!! This part I super lazy lah. haha
But again cannot blame you know, I did alot of things already throughout the day ok!
So you know what I did?
At around 9.30pm I went up to wash up coz cannot tahan the BBQ smell on me.
After the bathe, I had a nap till 11pm. Naughty ay? hahaha

When I woke up, the guest are all gone, HOME!
Everything was clean!! haha
Lil bro's bestie came over to join us for the night.
For the first time ever in my entire life living with him, I've never seen him cook for someone!
I told Radin, "eh you very special you know, my bro never cook for people lah!"
After some chitty chatty with them, I decided to have a midnight walk along the beach.
More of meeting a friend actually, yes A FRIEND!!!
Got Norsiah & her bro, Ayub to accompany me since they can't sleep & were bored too.
It was at around 1 in the morning that we walked out of the place.
Worst thing, the side gate is locked! That's the short cut to the beach & its not that eerie there.
SOOOO, we had to use the main gate over on the other side, which happens to be just beside the FOREST!!!!

We pretended to be brave I swear! Even its unsaid, coz we were talking very loud to push away the eerie feeling. Its like having a walkathon too! I don't even dare to look to the right, that's where the forest it! Who knows what might just appear! haha!
Well when we reached the exit we were like, FUHHHHH!!
Met up my friend who was already there waiting for us.
Apparently, he somehow knew that we were freaking out on the way outta the chalet. Mangkok him laughing at us!

The beach was full with humans!!!
Well its a Saturday night so yah. Plus there's the CNY holidays so many family are camping out.
Sat by the shore & enjoy the breeze. It was SUPER COLD!
It was high tide and how I wish I could just jump into the sea!!
My friend accompanied us back to the main gate. Not that we're scared ok! haha
We went back to the chalet at around 330am & off to Dreamland.

Looks like my cousins are having sec1 orientation camp from the way they dress eh? haha!

Come Sunday dawn, I woke up as early as 5.30am!!
I wanna catch the sunrise. So I was already at the water-breaker as early as 6!
Not that scary la to walk out alone during dawn coz ghost so home already! haha
There were alot of humans doing their activities already.
Jogging, fishing, stretching, playing at the playground.
Yes, finally I gotta play the swing!!!
Had some quality time alone with myself and me.
Just the sand and the sea and me.

Taken at 630 in the morning.

I don't know why I'm so attracted to the beach!
How i wish I can build a house just in front of the seashore!
Wake up in the morning can breathe fresh air.
Watch the sunset and sunrise everyday.
So romantic lah!
That day alone, I went to the beach 3 times.
1 the one at 6 am.
1 the one at 10 am with Baba & lil cousins.
1 the one at Changi where we went for swimming.
You can just leave me alone at the beach the whole day, I will not go anywhere!!

Random pictures taken when I came back from my morning walk.

The 2nd time out to sea for the day.

Right after lunch, we packed our stuffs and off to Changi Beach for our picnic!
You guys must be wondering why eh we never just go to Pasir Ris Beach which is just a walk away.
BECAUSE no swimming is allowed at PRB, water intoxicated. So yah.
I brought along my kite coz the wind was really windy(yes I know my language suck) that afternoon.
Super excited as I am, long time never swim lah!
Changed, wore my sweater over and off to the lorry!
Around 20 people going, how to fit the van lah?
Eh but the lorry ride was so much fun!!
Very windy! Feeling2 hindustan you know! haha

Candid shot by Norisah.

All set!!

Tha Ride Bebeh.

Ayub & Me

Mama sempat eat Kuachi seh!

THERE WERE THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE THERE!!!!!!
Its like there's a war or something seh! REALLY!
Tents are all over the place!
You can count the square feet of the empty spaces lah!
&& there's even a family having KARAOKE!!!!
How can they even have electricity there, that's my question!!
AND my Brazilian Praia sandals were torn at the strap part of my right feet!!!
MONKEY DONKEY LAH!!

Seeing is BELIEVING!!

Well when we found a spot, we quickly hitched our tent.
Settled everything down && ZOOMMMM to the waters!
The weather is so good lah!
There's no sun rays! Clouds are all over.
Yes, I didn't get tanned or burnt. So heng lah!
Tide was high too, so fun lah!
Double the happiness for us, especially me!

Sunday night came.
Its the night when all Chinese families gather to have reunion dinner.
We had our version of reunion dinner, too!
Baba cooked Tom Yum & Mamu Atan cooked the fish & veggie.
A total of 28 people were there to have dinner.
Its more grand than reunion dinner lah!
Too bad I can't post the pictures coz its "too glamour" to be posted. haha!
Understand understood eh.

Tok Tip, my fav granduncle, help out to serve dinner.

Played Carom after dinner. Bonding session for us. & again so much fun and laughter!

There are alot more pictures but again too bad I can't upload coz its too glamour to be seen my public. So yah. Well I think there are enough pictures to describe the fun I had last weekend, right? If not happy then YOUR PROBLEM LAH! haha!

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Yes, I did mention before in the past past entry to why I didn't post entries for the last 2 weeks.
Apart from being busy from my hectic datelines, this is also the reason why.
And again, its the unexplainable feeling inside.
I ain't elaborate no more.
For those who knows, knows.
Otherwise, don't bother asking.
Because the one who I wan him to ask, doesn't even ask.
What matters the most now is that, the heart never lies.

I just pray hard that I won't let my mind fully conquer my heart.
Or even let my heart fool my mind.

Next up in my agenda is this sat.
All booked with Nawal’s 4th and Ghazi’s 1st bday followed by double date with serra and her sis. YEAY!! Counting down the hours bebeh.
I realised I'm all occupied nowadays.
Is it really me being busy or Im trying to fill up the empty spaces?
Am I starting to distract myself and run away from my feelings again?
I don’t know.
I know this really helps.

So near yet so far.
Period.

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*** RANDOM ALERT!!! ***

I miss Snorlex ALOT!
&& apparently his equation has gone haywire!!
I need to get a masterball to tame him again!
NAUGHTY SNORLEX!
This is what you get when you forget your little pirate.
Mangkok big time lah you!!

& you people don't think that he is someone special to me ok?
He isn't!
He's just my very close good friend.
Slap your face lah ok.
Hmph!

Ok, I think its enough for today eh?
I think its long enough to make up to my MIA days.
Ok now off to some self-pampering time for me!
Ben & Jerry's CHOC FUDGE BROWNIE here I come!!

Oh well,
GOOD NIGHT WORLD!!

Hiatus NOT

2009-01-28T20:36:00.016+08:00

Yoohooo!!!
Yes Yes Yes, I'm BACK!
From the long long long break.
Almost 2 weeks I shall say I'm on hiatus?
The previous post doesn't count la hor coz its nothing but crap. haha!

Well well...hmmm hmmm
Where shall I start eh?
*rub my hands while squinting my eyes*
aiyah, too many to story2 I don't know where to start!
BUT as promised, its gonna be a long entry, or maybe I divide it onto 2 different post.
to make up to my die-hard readers out there..wahaha! *perasaan nye aku*

Like I mentioned in the previous entry, I'm all occupied with assignments.
Yes, still occupied with them. Lots of dateline to meet. LOTS!!!
Be it groupwork or individual work.
Someone help me do, can? I pay money? haha!
Well, everything is on track, so far so good.
Been having several group meetings at AMK library.
Apart from the discussions, there were lotsa fun too.
I even learn to read kids chinese hanyu pinyin book!!
Here are some pictures I took whilst the discussions.

Comparison between MAC OS & Windows OS project.

Vincent having his own break.

When boredom strikes me.

Hopefully, the efforts we all put in will be worth it.
Good grades, PLEASE!!

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Now come towards the end of last week.
Super super hectic pre-weekend plus weekend plus CNY holidays.
I'm all booked throughout these days.

Firstly,
Serra asked me a favour.
TO DRESS HER UP FOR HER GRADUATION HIGH TEA.
A straight yes I gave her, no hesitation hor!
Its on last Saturday afternoon.
I met her on last Wednesday after my group discussion to decide what she should wear.
Brought along one big bag of clothes that's suitable for the event: Smart Casual.
Made her try all the 6 clothes I brought.

Secondly,
I had a family chalet last Saturday, Sunday & Monday.
Its to celebrate my lil bro and Iman Haziq's birthday.
Friday is the start of the preparation & bla bla.

The rows are slanted unlike normal corns.

Come Saturday, I woke up super early to meet Serra over at her house to dress her up.
With make up and tying of her tudung, everything from head to toe!
Throughout the session, I can't stop pausing and gaze at her and say "you so preety lah!"
She is, with or without make up!
I'm so happy and excited for her.Well, she had fun over at the event.
Glad that you're happy. That's actually how you thank me darling.

PRETTY RIGHT??

We managed to fulfill 2 out of the many things we wanna do that morning.
We killed 2 birds with one stone!
To dress her up and dress me down.
Yes, I didn't even bother to wear any makeups that morning!!
Super rare time you gotta see me all natural! haha

Ok after that, I rushed off to Pasir Ris Home Team NS to get back with my ohana.
They were there since morning.
Once I reached there, had a fast lunch and back to work.
I had to decorate the place with balloons and banners, bla bla.
Arrange the tables and the skirting and the settings, bla bla.
Then, prepare stuffs for the games, which I ended up forgetting!!! *SHOOT!*
After which, start to make fire, yes me again!
I was supposed to be the BBQ-er but halfway through, I sneaked off and fly the kite! wahahaha!
I sound so busy eh? Macam party planner you know.
Maybe I should consider being a wedding planner, eh? How can? haha
It all pays off la at the end of the day.

Well, I'll stop for the day lah.
Very tired. More of lazy to load up the pictures for the chalet.
Alot you know!! Wait up ok?
Tomorrow I'll post them and story more, promise!!!
Had a wonderful day with bestie today.
We went to..............I WON'T STORY NOW! BLUEK!!!!
hahaha!!!
I'm off to bed now. Got school tomorrow, unlike mangkok Serra.
Action lah eh you can wake up late. hmph!

Oh well,
GOOD NIGHT WORLD!!!

Hiatus Me

2009-01-22T22:22:00.005+08:00

HELLO!!!

yes yes..
You guys must be wondering how come this Nurul never post entry for the past 4 days, right?
If not, everyday, there must just be something that I can blabber about, eh?
I know some of you guys are nagging already. haha

Oh well,
My APOLOGIES to all!

I've been quite occupied with assignments and projects these few days.
No time for chatter-boxing!!
Wake up go school, attend lecture then go home do research then sleep.
That's like my routine these past few days.
Well in between I did take alot of breaks to release the tension. haha!

Lotsa things happen while I'm hush hush.
ALOT I SWEAR!!
Well I'll update soon ok people?
Very soon!
Gimme till after the CNY, ok?
I promise to post a long long entry full of life and colours!!

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TAGS REPLIED, PEOPLE!!

19 Jan 09, 08:31

serra: stupid. wahaha..i kip finding myself vising ur blog when i reach school.
stupid goes to me or you eh makcik? & well, tu la namanya teman setia anda! haha

19 Jan 09, 21:45

HudaStoink: haha..btol sis,tapi kann..kalo da drop hints but the other party maseh tk paham paham..haish..tk kn nk str ferward blg..paiseyy oii!!hehhe
well sis, what I can advise eh is that patience is a virtue. Good thing come for those who wait my dear. Sometime when you drop hints, the person do actually get you hint, only that he/she is not ready for it yet. So just wait up, you will be there at the end of the road waiting for him/her when him/her is ready. Isn't that a happy ending? Well, its all about taking risks, aite?

22 Jan 09, 01:14

ur ssampan sidekick: cant wait for ur next adventure! got ur white chocolate donut, hot coco and even ur maggie ..haha..be nice gurl
sorry eh bro my adventure ade tersekat sikit, got water jam ah! haha. YES!! white choc doughnut plus hot choc for me. NO MAGGIE PLEASE!! Wait up, I'll update real real SOON!! =)

22 Jan 09, 21:55

PrincessLaLa: hey... wat happen to e fotos tat we took in e library?? haha... i noe la... take ur tym... gt to work on project work... hehe...
hey jie.. the photos are here only that its not up yet. Soon kk?

Eh, that's it ah for my post this time?
So short eh?
haha!

Oh Well,
I'm off to bed now, AHHHHCHOOO!!!!!
I'm having a terrible flu now actually.
GOOD NIGHT WORLD!

Hard Of A Feeling

2009-01-18T22:01:00.012+08:00

This feeling inside of me.
When our eyes meet, it was a rush.
What a real big rush.

The talks that we had, makes me wonder till today.
It makes me really wonder what is the hidden message behind your words.
I really think that you're trying to tell me something through them.
There are a few possibilities to what I think it is.
But I'm not sure about that.
There's a tiny bit of uncertainty there.

I'm having this unexplainable feeling inside me.
Maybe you feel the same way too?
I hope there's a possibility, even if its just a little.
Coz certain things that you do makes it just too much.

This feeling is making me crazy.
It makes me think of you all the time.
It makes me miss you all the time.
Even when I'm unsure what the feeling is.
But this is the truth.
The truth that hurts so much.

It hurts so much when I miss you alot.
It hurts so much when I don't get to see you.
You, you cast a spell on me didn't you?
Coz all I ever think is only you.

Has it ever crossed your mind that we're just friends?
Or there could me just more?
It did crossed my mind, for sure.
Its a chance that I wanna take.
I don't wanna lose a chance like you
You're a challenge that I wanna keep for sure.
Its a risk I'm taking.
Yes a risk.

I'm holding back this feeling, I don't know why.
Are you actually doing the same thing too?
I wonder.

I wish I could walk away from this feeling.
But I know this feeling is not going away.
It came naturally you see.
I didn't force it.

I just gotta know.
I just gotta know what this is.
Someone help me, please.

Period.

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TAGS REPLIED, PEOPLE!!

18 Jan 09, 01:00
Norsiah: your friend, Serra takut height?? Macam mana dia boleh ride Bungee seh.. haha.. I sick of sushi seh lepas buffet kat ramen ten.. Dah banyak seaweed I bedal.. Arrrghh perut sampai sekarang tak sedap
Apparently after the GMAX ride, she developed the fear of heights my dear! Drama nah kau ni pai skarang the perot tak sedap. tsktsk.

18 Jan 09, 00:55
serra: haha.. ur wearing biting shoes
Yes! Yet again it bite my legs! Really mangkok you know. I grounded them already, 1 whole month!

17 Jan 09, 12:25
serra: u posted the video! **** :(!!! HAEAH EHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Yes I did darling. Because its showing a clip of my dearest darling bestie at her most unglam moments!! whaha!!

17 Jan 09, 10:51
HudaStoink: surprisingly..Im in the exact same plus minus situation like the post written...Hmm...its terrible realli..The feeling is just..urgh!But i've learnt to serah pd takdir jerr..i pecaye.kalo ader jodoh..ader la..kalo tkder w dat person,maB there's better sumone fer us in phuture..Rite sis??
Yea sis, totally terribly sucky right? Agreed that if its meant to be its meant to be but kalau you tak usaha Tuhan takkan bantu dek oi.

15 Jan 09, 00:18
Norsiah: the lion is adorably cute.. kalau ada lion jinak macam gitu, I bela seh..
Bynk la kau eh nak bela singa, dgn binatang kecik lain da takot ade hati nak bela singa. BLUEK!

15 Jan 09, 00:11
serra: tat advice is a rip off from LG!!! WAHAHAH
Really meh? you sure anot ah? I don't recall anything you know. SHHH!!! hahaha!

14 Jan 09, 20:25
keera: sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeetiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeee!!!=DD i mcm rindu u g2 ehh.walaupon u mcm biscuit!=P
macam je kan adek. Ala I miss you too lah! You tu yang mcm biscut not me eh. BLUEK! =P

14 Jan 09, 15:18
HudaStoink: Elllooo...alaa switnyer dia in the dress..heheh!!btw,marina barrage look so "WoW"...hehe..i nk pegy blm lagy seyy..hehe.tkre!
Ehe...tanks babe for the compliment. Kembang sikit I pat sini. Heh. && yes Marna Barrage is WOW, super nice and romantic place to go to. ; )

14 Jan 09, 00:20
Yusman: Salam thanks for letting me know of your wonderful colours of your blogspot.. doo keep it updating ya!?.. a definate comeback to see more outcomes n a bookmarked
Hey tanks mister for the compliment. Will keep updating for sure! Do come back and visit coz its gonna be as bubbly as me! =)

8 Jan 09, 14:34
Norsiah: Alah first time memang macam gitu,... nanti bila sah season baru ok.. Anyway u should buy the orange vans shoes.. lawa ah seh.. tapi ada lubang.. kalau pakai lama2 nanti ada odour haha..
Ah ye eh, twice I wore the kasot already & its still biting me! Yea the shoes bought it with you already. Wanna soe my name then off to the roads! =)

7 Jan 09, 23:03
Fatin: I took the edited pictures from your blog okay (: will credits to you :D
Take la adek, I don't mind. So long its for a good cause. Haha mcm faham je aku ni.

7 Jan 09, 01:09
Norsiah: the brown pumps lawa ah... Suka ngan colour dia
Lawa yes. Color lawa yes. But its killing me feet!!

4 Jan 09, 22:55
serra: ooi.. mana ade auntie moment!!
Its when you make the hand gesture lah thats making the AUNTY moment!!

4 Jan 09, 18:30
Psycho: May I know why I'm Mr Silly? Hrmmzz..
Because I know that you don't know the reason thats why I'm not tePlling why. =p

1 Jan 09, 17:21
keera: BISCUIT!im giving you a SUPER UPSIZE HUG! *hugs*
Biscuit you panggil I eh, takpe2. && tanks for the 3 super size hugs dear!! =)

1 Jan 09, 00:21
serra: HUGGSSS BIG HUGGSSS
More hugs from you ok darling? I wan MORE!!!

31 Dec 08, 15:32
keera: yes kak!stop shisha-ing.!u really have to stop kak!go!=DD
Hehe, going my dear, GOING! 2 more sessions to go and i GO!

30 Dec 08, 23:32
Norsiah: I support ur new year's resolution: stop shisha-ing
Thanks gurl for tha support, really appreciate it!

29 Dec 08, 02:38
serra: my dear.. haiz.. your short poem is so meaningful. both of us really needed that
Meaningful is the purpose my dear. You know I know.

25 Dec 08, 23:39
serra: my dear, if your unhappy... dont fake it.. ..
Y can't I ever hide anything from you eh makcik, haish!

24 Dec 08, 14:09
Mus: Hey! Finally i get to read ur blog! Now i realized ur blog only firefox-friendly, n not IE-friendly. Haha
Haha, great! Yea firefox-friendly it is coz I haven changed the settings, plain lazy!

Yes finally I'm replying to taggys.

Oh Well,
GOOD NIGHT WORLD!!

Salmon Sushi

2009-01-17T22:04:00.006+08:00

Went out with my lil cousin, Norsiah yesterday.
Since I've got no school, decided to have a day out with her.
Its been months since I went out with her so yah.
Went to catch a movie at Tampines Mall.

YESMAN

Hilarious movie I shall say. Laughing out loud in the theater like no one's business. Yet again another movie worth the money.

Headed to Ramen Ten to have our super late lunch cum dinner. We had the tea-break sushi buffet. $12.90++ plus ramen of the day. Worth it right? I had lots and lots of salmon sushi! High Omega3 intake for that day! Total plates we had was around 15 plus. POWER!!

I ate 6 salmon sushi that day!

Her Kiwi Soda

This is the most yucky-est thing I ever tasted this year! Octopus in don't know what sauce. SUPER GROSS!!

Went to Miz29 to have a look at a Crumpler bag. Its orange in colour && its the kind where its not found in the official Crumpler shops. Dropped by Kiddy Palace to have a look at the soft toys there.

STITCH!!

Yes, I can fit into the shoes in Kiddy Palace!! SEEING IS BELIEVING!

A fun day out with her. More dates ok cuzzie?

Oh Well,
GOOD NIGHT WORLD!!

Que Sera Sera

2009-01-16T23:53:00.000+08:00

Lets talk about the funny little thing in us: HEART.
Not scientifically but the unseen, only can be felt thing.

The matters of the heart.

How do you actually tell someone that you like that someone?
How do you actually confess to that someone how you feel for that someone?
How do you hint to that someone that he/she is the one that you like and no one else?
How how how?

If you ask me, I say just go up to that someone and speak up.
But then its easier said than done. TOTALLY!
This thing is not as easy as ABC's, right?
You just can't go up to that someone and throw up all your feelings to that someone, right?
That someone gonna be having a shock!

I can say that I'm kindda confident in things, as in I speak up my mind.
I'm the kinda girl whose not embarrassed or shy to speak up, be it around people I know or otherwise.
I can just go up to a stranger and ask things. Its like having a so called thick face. But not really thick ok!

HOWEVER, when it comes to this, I surrender! Like anyone else, I'll get butterflies!
The mouth just simply gets so so heavy to even open up!
How I wish I can just say something like, "Eh, I like you alot ok. I'm not sure if you feel the same way but I just like you." Then a REALLY BIG relief!

Will dropping hints help?
Yes and No.
Yes if that someone gets your hints.
No if that someone doesn't get your hints.
But what if that someone thinks gets your hints but thinks that he/she is just "shiok sendiri".
I shall say don't hint! Don't hint!!
Just tell that someone how you feel!
It doesn't matter how that someone feels for you.
What matters is that you have your conscience clear!
A 'burden' of your chest at least.

What if that someone feels the same way too but both just keep their feeling to themselves.
What if that someone feels the same way too but is unsure about how you feel and keeps quiet?
What if that someone feels the same way too but is waiting for you to hint to him/her?

Till when?
What if you waited too long to tell that someone how you feel and that someone ends up with someone else?
Won't that be painful?
ARGH!!!

Then comes another situation where you like someone but is too afraid to open up your heart to love again.
How?
You are just too traumatised to open the door and let someone in.
Or you like that someone but because of the past you just keep quite and let the feelings go.
But till when you wanna close that door?
No one is ever the same.
Doesn't mean your previous love hurt you, all the others will do the same way too.
In this game, its all about taking risks.

Well a word of advice to you people out there,

In the game of love,

It doesn't really matter

who wins or lose.

When you think of your past love,
you usually view it as a failure.
But when new love comes,
you view the past as a teacher.

Love will always find a way.
Will always win.
Coz love is: Life Of Vivid Emotions.

Have you ever feel like when you're surrounded by people with laughter but you feel that something is missing.
Something important.
You feel lonely deep inside.
Have you?

If you ask me, I don't know.
I really don't know.
I might be in the above situations but I'm not sure.
I'm not sure if its the feeling or its just another crush.
Maybe time will tell.
But I do need some answers...

This is such a complex topic to talk about, seriously!
I'm so side-tracking already. haha
Well since I've like talked about this, might as well.

I so wanna tell that someone how I'm feeling but but
Well, I've never ever tell someone I like him, NEVER!
I JUST CAN'T FIND MY COURAGE!!
Oh where has it gone to!

Oh well,
here's something I hope might just help.

Share with me the blankets that you're wrapped in
Because it's cold outside
Share with me the secrets that you kept in
Because it's cold inside

Your stolen glances
Show that you're nervous like me
And I know you may be scared
And I know we're unprepared
But I don’t care
Neither do you

Tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible?
I can see it in your eyes that you’re unstable
Please don’t tell me that I'm the only one that’s vulnerable
Just because you were hurt doesn’t mean you shouldn’t bleed
Impossible

I am here to tell that I like you
Isn't that a confession already?
I get an A in honesty
Being me is my policy
And it's true you ticked my heart
Your smile makes me see clearer
If you could only see in the mirror what I see

Should we slow down?
Or just let things flow?
Just wait around and see
You never know what lies ahead
Maybe we’re meant to be with each other
Timing is the only factor

Boy
The magic in me is
Just being me.

Lotsa people starting to ask me why am I not dating anyone.
that includes you...
And the answer is that I have someone in mind.
and that is you...
This might be confusing cause its a general statement..
but..
If you just give that ego a lower level just for a second and ask me about this,
I'll confess and tell the truth..
I'll wait for you to ask me..
Mr. Burger...

I know the fact that its super hard to crack a nut like you.
But I WILL try to crack it.
I find you a challenge that I wanna keep.
If you reading this, I just want you to know the liking is one of a kind.
Its funny coz I don't really know you, yet I'm having these feelings.
I do wanna know your flaws.

*nak carik kayu nak carik kayu*
To build a sampan to start my mission.
But then, I jumped into the water already..
I just need that lifeguard to save me...

It took me a whole lot of courage to post this entry.
This is my firs time ever technically confessing to someone that I like that someone,trust me.
So even if you don't feel the same way about me, you'll always be in my books of Firsts.
The first ever person i told that i like him.
yeah..

Ok this seems to be the longest I've typed.
So much words,eh?
I bet it can be as long as an essay! haha
Sorry la eh, I just need to let it all out.

Well here are some light hearted videos to see..
A lion who hugs a man & a sneezing panda.
SUPER ADORABLY CUTE!!

Well,
GOOD NIGHT WORLD!!

Hemoglobin

2009-01-14T22:00:00.000+08:00

Another date with Bestie.
You must be wondering, no one else ah this Nurul going out with.
Its Serra Serra Serra.
What do you expect?
She's my bestie & I'm single so who else can I frequently go out with.
Of course lah I have other friends, but I do special things with Bestie only.

This time round its BUONA VISTA.
Go there for what right?
There's nothing interesting there other than the MOE and NUH.
Well soon you'll know.

We took bus number 200 to the destination.
Apparently we're just plain lazy to use the traffic lights.
Anyway all of the pedestrians were jay walking too. So yah.
I was kindda scared actually coz the traffic was quite heavy.

The look on my face explains it all.

Across the road is National University Hospital.
What the hell we're doing there?

DONATE BLOOD!

Yes apparently its one of the many many things that we wanna do this year.
I was super so excited coz its my first time ever donating blood.
Its the first time for Serra too actually, but she was just relaxed unlike me!
Adrenaline gush was there, I SWEAR!

Well the registration require us to answer some questions, largely related to health and sexual stuffs. Bahhhh!

The registration form.

This section here is as if we're some kinda prostitutes!

Off to check our temperature.

According to Serra, this is to check out Hemoglobin levels to see if the levels are enough to donate blood.

She's scared to see the needle.

Which I'm totally opposite of.

Look at how adorable she is!

My blood is pumped out first.

350ml of blood.

I DONATED BLOOD OK!!

After the anesthesia went off the pain was WOW!

After the session, Bestie was feeling giddy coz the oxygen level that's going to her brain is still not high enough. The irony part is that, I'm the one with the low blood pressure and I'm absolutely fine. I was even laughing and shaking about. Funny eh? Apparently, Serra's brain absorbs the message a lil later than me thats why. When the numbess has gone in my body, hers just sharted. So imangine la ok.

Refreshments

Thats how we were for the next 2hours. All thanks to the bandage and the pain.

After having our late lunch, we headed off to catch a movie.

7 Pounds.

Initially, I didn't wanna watch the movie coz I never liked Will Smith's movies. They're all crappy to me. Well this movie proved me wrong. I burst out into tears halfway throughout the movie. Literally crying!! I'm not alone. Serra joined me not long later. haha!

Its really worth it. Worth the money. I don't mind watching it again seriously. This movie left an impact in me and Serra, greatly.

After the movie, went to remove the bandage and head off to this particular high-rise apartment to enjoy the view.

We went to the most highest level, 30th floor. So that explains Serra's hands on the railings, ok?

And again the total opposite of her.

3months from now, I'll be back to NUH for another round of donation.
Its kinda fun actually apart from doing your part as a human being.
I'm a rare breed. I got AB+ blood group and I'm pretty sure that if one day if I need that blood, someone will help me.

Oh well,
GOOD NIGHT WORLD!

What Lies Ahead

2009-01-12T23:23:00.004+08:00

I just realised that today's the release of the O-Level results.
No wonder there's alot of students in the MRT when I was on the way home just now.

Results out.
Many expressions.
Many different outcomes.
Many different emotions.
Many.

There's hundreds of happy faces.
There's a bunch of people shedding tears.
There's a few with no expression at all.

To those who did well,
congratulations to thee.
To those who didn't, don't cry.
Don't start to pity yourself.
No use crying over spilled milk.
It happened, you can't turn back time.
There's nothing you can do, regretting is too late too.

Well its not the end of the world ok.
You're not doomed!
There's no dead end for education in Singapore, trust me.

I still remember the time I went back to school to get my results.
People were shouting coz they get good results.
I shouted coz I finally passed my maths! haha!

Whatever the results are, choose wisely.
Its gonna be the pathway to your future, your career.
The moment you enter Tertiary school, a brand new phase begins.
Its the beginning of your young-adulthood.

Brand new experience awaits you guys.
Brand new people surrounds you guys.
Brand new studying environment.
Totally new everything lah!

Oh well,
All the best you people!

&&
what is it that I see so long at the Transitlink ticketing counters eh?

Oh wait, its SINGAPOREANS queuing up to exchange their old ezlinks to the new ones!
The queue is damn long la!
It stretches till the bakery at Tampines MRT!
MY GOODNESS!!
I pity those who wants to top-up their cards and have to tolerate the crap.
Its like the new system will activate only in September & there they are.
SO KIASU!
Worst still its the old old people who no nothing you know!
I'm not proud to be a Singaporean in this matter.

Burger, you've been very much greatly MISSED!

Oh well,
GOOD NIGHT WORLD!

Crayfish is Udang Kurita

2009-01-10T12:26:00.024+08:00

Taaa-Daaa!!

3rd date with Bestie for the year!
erm more of a double date actually.
Its Serra & Me with Kak Yanti & Lutfan.
Kak Yanti is Serra's dearest sister & Lutfan is her cute lil son.

Random trying Serra's clothes

Kak Yanti was our chauffeur for the day. She drove us around the places we wanna go to.

First stop was a quick drop over at Wheelock Place.
To get Lutfan's Yu-Gi-Oh cards.
Wah liau one pack is 8bucks! So expensive!!
Even pokemon cards were cheaper lah!
& Lutfan I don't like cards because I'm already 20 my dear.

Over at the shop I saw STITCH!!!!!
There was this collection whereby Stitch is dressed in different kinds of zodiac signs.
&& there's this one particular HUGE replica of Stitch made of porcelain(I'm not sure of the spelling). I was 'wowing' over it till we were leaving the place. Guess the price??

Well, I did tell Serra whoever's gonna be my husband has to have that as one of the 'hantaran' pieces. Too bad la eh my future hubby that you have a wife whose crazy over this Experiment 626! I think if this blog still exist when I'm married, he's gonna be grinning. Haha!

$800+!!!

Everyone was hungry especially Kak Yanti. She's like grumbling " I'm hungry, I'm hungry". Initially, Serra wants to go ECP to have seafood there. Since Kak Yanti was too hungry, we went to Newton Food Centre instead. Believe me when I say, I'VE NEVER BEEN THERE! Great place for seafood. The sambal is SUPER SPICY, there were tears in my eyes. This comes from a person who can't live without chilli ok? REALLY!

&& I learnt from Kak Yanti that Crayfish in malay is Udang Kurita.

Hungry people

The Udang Kurita

Well Serra, luckily Kak Yanti changed the loaction. You got to wash eyes over the Mr.Newton, right? haha. Next time we go there, I swear I won't leave the place without his number for you.
MARK MY WORDS!

After the filling up our "tanks", we headed off to Marina Barrage.
Its one of the many many places that I wanna go this year. I was very excited!!!
The carpark was totally dark! The lamposts at the carpark were all turned off. Stupid right? Never pay bill!!! Really stupid! Its kindda eerie you know.

&& there are ALOT of people there! I DON'T LIKE!! So CROWDED lah!
Sebok je lah manusia-manusia ni, aku datang diorang pon nak sebok!

Ok lah its a public place but still!
Even Kak Yanti said that the previous time went there, there weren't as much people.
Maybe people begin to know the existance of this place. HMPH!

Playing with the camera settings

Mysterious Lutfan

My Dearest Darling

Mother & Son

What a windy night.
Too bad the sky is red and there's no stars! BAHH!!
I wanna go there again when there's a clear dark sky WITH STARS!
STAR-GAZING!!!
With someone, someone I so wanna go with. hmmm
Not telling who! Bluek!

Shot of the day.

Random shot, I find it sweet.

Little Lutfan wants to play catching.
So guess who lah has to be his partners.
Serra & Me, while his Mum sits on one corner watching us.
Its been so so so long since I run, really run!
So imagine la ok, how my stamina is. So RUSTY!

Lutfan was the catcher.
Makcik Serra ran to the other corner and sat, apparently not visible to Lutfan & me.
So it leaves me for him to catch.
Thanks eh Serra, because of you, I had to run all over the field like a crazy girl 3times!
I was panting like mad!
You over on the other side, laughing at me eh.
Mangkok you!

Aftermath

So very the lepak already. TIRED!

Being among the crowd there,
laughing out loud with them,
there's something thats just missing,
something deep inside.
I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one feeling it.
I bet Serra feels it too.
*HUGS*

Oh well,

Thanks Serra for the night, I really enjoyed myself.

to Kak Yanti, thanks for sending me home! We have another outing again ok?
to Lutfan, next time teach me how to play the Yu-Gi-Oh cards, ok?

Ah Bun

2009-01-09T22:41:00.009+08:00

I canceled the date with the beach coz of some unforeseen circumstances.
Nah...I'm just plain lazy to go all the way there all alone.
So I decided to head to nani's house since its been a while since I visited her.

The moment I reached there, Iman Haikal was about to sleep. Once he saw me coming into the house he's eyes were wide open. This Ah Bun has grown so BIG! I was like " Nani what did you feed him till he become this big ah? ". Of coz in malay la ok. The last I saw him was 3 weeks ago. Guess its a normal thing to say right? Babies do grow fast. SUPER FAST! He's 9 months old now. Time really flies la.

Well lets take a look at how fast he's grown.

Iman Haikal exists since 29th April 2008

Not even a day old.

1mth - 1st haircut.

4mths.

6mths.

According to Nani he knows it when someone is scolding him. So what I did was to make my tone louder and open my eyes wide. I said something like " why aren't you asleep, you nottie boy!" His face went so crumpled and cried! awwwww. I quickly carried and comforted him saying sorry and all. He's so so adorable lah! The guilt was there but more of awwww! haha

He can't stop playing with my beady bracelet so I let him wear one.

Afternoon treat from Nani. Whoever is taken care by Nani will always be HEALTHY!
Never Hungry!

At 9 months old, Ah Bun is crawling all over the place!! He can sit stably now too.In fact, he is trying to stand up with minimal support.

This one is the one with him playing with my bracelet.

Nani treats him to ice occasionally. See what happens.
Notice the sound he made!

Well did nothing much over at Nani's. Just chilling around spending quality time with her. She's picking up some new English words that she uses daily thanks to my lil cousins who were in lower primary now. Nenek Super Canggih lah she! haha.

Oh yes! I had dinner there. Special one ok. Nani specially fed me!! Don't laugh. What's wrong with a 20 year old girl being fed by her grandma, once in a while? Ok what. Well she's been feeing me since I was a baby. She has got magic hands! Each time she feds me, my appetite will POWER UP! Anyway, I missed her cooking and she cooked sambal mussels, so ape lagi MAKAN LAH! haha

Oh well,
CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMMOROW!
I'm not telling why.. wait up for the next entry then you shall have thee answer. BLUEK!

for now,
GOOD NIGHT WORLD!